Forgotten Pamphlet [On Hold]

[14] The Problems

Joachim's POV

I really regret what I did to Nathalie in the last moment that we meet up , I'm a fool , I made a thing that could made me regreet the most , it was a pain in my heart and no one could relieve this pain of mine except of talking to Nathalie

I know that I'm not his Boyfriend right now , I was a fool feeling that I'm his boyfriend at those time , It really aches my heart , There's a time that I think that I wanna die

" Hey ! Joachim , ang lalim yata ng inisip mo , by the way where is Nathalie ? " Dayanna asked , wondering where does nathalie is , speaking of Nathalie when She tell her name it aches my heart remembering what she did to me a while ago , she just pass on me thinking that I'm not a human , I'm a animal that needs some attention of her

I just relax myself , have some Inhale and Exhale then trying to respond for what Dayanna asked to me a while ago " Hmmp.. I don't know where she is " I respond with a small voice that had been mixed with a pain

" I see, base on what I saw in your eyes , and how you respond on my question , Do you have a bit misunderstanding with her ? " She ask again curiosly that needs some lucidity or maybe needs some correction within her prognostication

" Seriously Dayanna , Nagaway kaming Nathalie , napadala lang ako sa Jealousy that I feel when I see her carrying a bouquet " I respond with a mix of pain , and I did some of Respiration movements to cast out the pain that were in me

" Oh ! Really ! magbabati rin kayo , We all know that Nathalie is a kind of a person that were easily in forgiving those people who've hurt her " Dayanna replied with a mix feeling of being concern with me , and I give her a smile that somwhow cast out some pain here still in my heart

" I hope so , sana matulongan mo ako Dayanna " I said , having some favor with Dayanna , because all I know is Dayanna is a kind of person that would help others in times of problem , and I wonder why parang wala siyang problemang dinadaanan , in our childhood years she always smile , she's a girl that is always full of concern in her surrounding , she's a real friend , and I trust her very much

" Sige , I will try , But' don't expect too much na magkakabati kayo , cause I think the Nathalie that were present here is a new one , we don't know na she's so hard now in times of forgiving others " Dayanna respond that give me another reason to smile

" Gotta go Dayanna ! See you again " I said giving her a friendly smile and she respond me a big smile too , She's really like Wonderwoman that would help me in times of some problem that I have in each day of my life

and now the thought that were in my mind is to go home , aside from a friend that would help me , I have a supportive mom , that will be my pillar in times of my problem

at the moment that I'm still about manuevering the steering wheel to find my way home I'm still thinking those smile of Nathalie that were in our child hood memories , her smiles reach her eyes , her eyes glaring that could let you feel a very comfortable feeling when you see her eyes , Her cheeks that was a pinkish one , all I can see to her is a very special one of my life

After a moment , I'm now in the front of our house , waiting to the guard to open it , and after a seconds , the gate slowly open showing it's elegance that you could feel one you glance in our house or let say it's a mansion

for some information about me I came from the wealth family of Leigh , My father is a engineer while my mother is a Cool Doctor , and they are given a two siblings which is the first one is my Sister which is Reachim Leigh , and then next to her is me

when I'm about in the inside of my house , I saw my mom which is watching a drama in the television , my mom is so very overemotional when she's about to watch a drama , even thou it's a comedy , horror she's crying , and I don't know why , All I can do is to laught at her , my mom is going crazy , isn't it ?

" Heyy ! Mom " I utter and pass to my mom I don't want to disturb her moment in crying watching a horror drama , it's a bit irony to know about this matter or instances

" Base on your face you've been experiencing right now a problem , base on my first thought it was a little problem that you... hmpp.. you're the one who made it a complicated problem , I don't wanna ask you on how are you feeling right now , because obviously you're not feeling well right now " Mom utter fluenty and stop in a moment then swipe her face that were so wet because of the tears " Does my prognostication was right , my son ? " She ask me again

and I stop for a moment , and have some respiration movement which is Inhale and Exhale , it's a bit nervous when we would have a conversation with my mom , because she's a bit mix of the blood of the Tiger which is a scary one when she's at a state of showing his anger " Yes you're right mom , I was a fool at that moment " I respond mixed by a sadness , and a pain that were still in my heart

" You could solve that problem my son , I know that you're a kind weak person in times of having a problem but once you are willing to solve it , the way you think , you act , and you talk will help you to disguise your weakness and people could only see your strenght , Just don't give up on that matter " Mom utter mix of being full of concern on my problem , mom is a really strong person in times of giving some thought of her , she's been a good mom to me , she build me up to be a brighter future someday , and taught me to be a good father someday

" Thanks mom , I have to go in my room and change my clothes " I said and about to go up in my stairs and Opne the door of my room , and I throw myself in my bed

A/N : A short update for today :) , sorry for the wrong typo , and wrong grammar :3 , I think so ... I think this a English Update that had been mix with a tagalog language in the moment of conversation between our characters :O

By the way kindly support my another story which is the Girl Behind The Mask 2 that were about to wrote someday , it's because I don't yet wrote the whole plot T.T , By the way it's in the External Link , Comment , Vote , & Share :)