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Youngjae Pov

Mark hyung back ? That what i said in my heart. Am I shock ? yes, I am. It's been a long time since I met mark  hyung. He grows up, he looks more handsome, charismatic but still small. He is my best best best friend when I was in the elementary school. he is 2 years older than me. He knows my past, my dark past. He knows that I ever get bullied with a guy named Im jaebum and his friends. He is the one that always protect me, hug me, listen to me. But, that was in the past. When I moved from busan, I never heard any single news from mark. It makes me worried actually.

after the incident in front of the restaurant, I decide to invite him to my house to night after work. He said yes, he doesn't know that I live with Im jaebum now. I want to think about it later. But, there is one person with a strange expression now. He didn't speak to me at all. I don't understand what happend to him. Yeah, he is Im Jaebum. His expression was changed after we met mark hyung. It likes a boy that jealous over his girlfriend.

the atmosphere were continuous untill the work time over. I can't let this happend again. I want to talk with him. I don't know what is wrong with me because I just didn't like someone ignore me, especially jaebum. When he is about to out from the office, I grab his hand and bring him to the rooftop.

"Ya !!! What is wrong with you today ?" he seems surprise with my voice.

"what do you mean? nothing. There is nothing wrong with me."

"Such a liar. Don't you know that I have someting called eyes. I can see you ignore me the whole day. Do still thinking about a man who is looking for you this morning perhaps ?"

"No, I am not."

"Then what was that ? just tell me. Why did you ignore me ? Am I said something wrong to you ?"

"Why ? why do you care ? why do you care if I ignore you or not ? Do you care about me youngjae-ah hah? " he said while walking toward me, it makes me step back slowly then I reach the corner of the rooftop. I can see his ayes, looking at me. I feel his breath, his face is closer with mine. He pull his head closer and closer. I turn my head to the right. I never feel this way before. Nervous, heart beating fast, sweating.

"I... I just.... aish, what are you doing? Get away from me." I tried to push him back, but he hold my hand tightly. His gaze, he smirk at me. I see the old jaebum back when I see his eyes. I still try to pull my hand, but I can't. He is to strong for me.

"Ya Im jaebum. Let of your hand. It hurt." When I said it hurt, then he let my hand of, I touch  my hand slowly. That was really hurt. I push him back and walk away from him. But, when I near the door, he pull my hand and push me on the wall.

"You?? Just don't make me angry. Understand?" Without warming, he kiss me. He kiss me roughly. It is different with the last time he kissed me. He plays his tounge inside of my lips. I am in shock mode. It weird, I feel something new. it nice, very nice. Then without conscious, I kiss him back. I follow his rhythm. It feel like the world is ours. I start to put my hands around his neck and he put his hands on my hip then he hug me. He hug me tightly. He kiss my lips, then go down kissing my neck and kiss me back on the lips.It was hot, I never kiss like this before. After 5 minute we take a break and try to catch some air with heavy breath.

After that kissed, I looked at him. he smile at me and hug me again. It was very embrassing for me actually. I don't know what happend with us tonight.

"youngjae-ah, from now. Don't let anyone hug you. Just me. Only me! I don't like it. Don't give your smile for them, don't act cute infront of them. I don't like it too. You are mine, no one can have you."

"What do you mean ?? I can't. I still not forgive you jaebum-ah. I am not yours. You can't have me. I know, this is about mark hyung right ? that is the reason you ignore me the whole day. so childish. Forget what did just happen, forget it. I will forget that I ever kissing you back. Just pretend like nothing happend with us. Now lets go. I will drive you to your house. You said that you want to take your belongings there" I pull my body from  him then walk away and go to the parking area. I know he follow me from behind.

While I drive to jaebum's house, I can see another car is following us. I take another way to go to jaebum's house. Jaebum seems understand too, he also know that there is someone following us. We try to not panic, I drive slowly then I decide to stop in the minimarket. But when I stop here, that car suddenly go straight and not following us again. The car is like an import car and expensive. since the incident in front of the police office, me and jaebums become attentive. We are careful and suspicious everytime.

When we feel the situation is save, I continue to drive and go to jaebum's house first.

I drive slowly untill we arrive in jaebum's house. He live in the same house like 14 years ago. The path, it still same. I don't think that he still stay in here. It remid me of my childhood and him when he bullied me. I feel sad suddenly because the past is so annoying for me. I know that jaebum is different person now. But, he still a killer and I should have fallen for him.

When he has done packing his belongings, we change position because I am sleepy. He drive all the way to my house. 20 minute pass and we arrive at my house. But, I see a car in front of my house. I don't know whose car is it. I enter my house then I see a man standing in my kitchen. He cook something, then he turn his body. It was mark hyung. But, how did he enter my house.

"Mark hyung,..."

"Hai, why do you take it so long to go home ? I am boring waiting you here."

"Ahh, sorry hyung. I still have something to do. But, how did you enter my house?"

"143211, Am I wrong ? you like that number and it wasn't change after a long time. I remember all of thing about you youngjae-ah." He said while put his hands on my cheek.

"Put your hands away from him" I heard someone yell and both of us turn our head. It was Im jaebum. I see his eyes and mark eyes met each other. Mark froze in his place then I can see a little smirk on his face and he change become serious again.

"Well well, look who is there. Why are you here ? do you have business here or what ??"

"I stay here, I live with him. And don't you dare to put your hands on him. I remind you." He said while pointing his finger on me but his eyes are on mark.

"Is that right youngjae-ah ? Why don't you tell me ? why do you want to live with a criminal like him ? I can't let this happend. Now, you stay in my house." Mark hyung pull my hand roughly.

He was stopped by jaebum in the front of the door. I try to pull my hand from mark because it still hurt after what happend in the rooftop. Mark still not letting my hand of.

"Don't you see that you hurt him ? let his hand of. He should, no he has to live with me. Do you have problem with that?"

"Hah, It become my problem. I don't want someone that I love living with an asshole like you." I heard everything what mark hyung said. He said he love me ? how ? When ? What is wrong with him ?

"Mark hyung, let of my hand. It hurt. I don't want to live in your house. Lets calm down first and talk."

He let of my hand and I walk to my living room. Both of them are following me to the living room.

"Oke now, I am sorry hyung that I didn't tell you about Im jaebum stay with me. It wasn't something that I want to hyung. But I have to. We can't let him stay alone in his house because ... because something that I can't tell you. Hyung, you should know that I belive in him. I believe that he wold never hurt me again like in the past. I can protect myself now hyung. I can't stay in your place because this is what I have now."

"What is something that you couldn't tell me ? just tell me, it will make me understand"

"I can't tell you hyung. Sorry. Now, I am asking you to understand this situation."

"Hmm,... alright. I understand. I will"

"Thankyou hyung"

"Oke then, I want to go home now. I want to calm down myself first. You should rest after this. Understand ?"

"alright hyung. Thanks for understanding my situation"

"oke. Call me if he hurt you"

"Ne hyung, be careful"

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