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Don't Give Up.

Hey there.
Yeah you, the lovely person reading this possibly useless chapter in a possibly useless book on a possibly useless account.
I see you, with that sadness behind those eyes. The false smile, the fake laugh. I know how it feels. I really do.
But please, don't give up because everything seems like an endless gray abyss right now. I promise it'll light up, it'll get colorful.
It always does.
Trust me, I know it does. Every time, sooner or later.
You need to know, whether we're strangers on the internet or friends in real life, that you matter. If not to anyone near you, then to me.
I don't usually do things like this, since I'm pretty antisocial and I don't get along with people much. But I am not afraid to cheer someone up and maybe save a life.
You matter. To me. To the people who may not show it or may not seem to care. You matter the world to some people, and if they don't tell you that or show you, they're like me- terrible with feelings half if not all the time.

You might not see it now, but if you wait you will. The bleak and gray becomes happy and color filled.
There's always an upside to your downfalls.
Always an up to a down, a left to a right, a black to a white, etc.

Maybe you fell in love for the first time ever, the first real time ever. You'd give up anything for this person. Then a while later, they're nice about it, but they tell you they no longer love you. You don't like it. You hate it in fact. You want to throw things, break stuff. Break down without bothering to get on your bed. You're face first on the floor, crying. Bawling and leaving a puddle of tears because the love of your life left you.

Don't let that stop you though. Yeah, you loved this person. You probably still do. But you have to be happy that they didn't lead you on, or cheat on you. That they were nice about it.
Most of all though, you need to be happy for them when they find someone else. Yeah, it's gonna suck and it's gonna hurt like hell. I know, because I've been through it.

Or maybe, someone you were very close to dies. Yes. That's really going to hurt. I know it will. But think like this instead, they're no longer in pain. Can't get sick anymore, can't worry about getting maimed by a weed whacker.

The upsides to the downsides loves, look for the light in the dark. The positive in the negative. The love in the hate and the joy in the sadness.
It'll all come around full circle and you'll be a great person one day.

When you feel hopeless and useless, maybe even worthless too, all you have to do is think about everything that matters to you. Even if it's art or a pet, maybe a family member. It could be anything.
As long as it brings a smile, even if it's small as fuck, think about it.
Yeah. Life sucks ass half the time. Give you something great for a while, make you believe everything is perfect then rip it all out from under you like you're on a unicycle and some jerk is yanking the rug out from under you.
You fall hard. Maybe scrap a knee, an elbow. Your face.
But you'll get through it. You're strong.
A gorgeous/handsome lad/lass.
Funny. Intelligent. Charming. Sexy. Cute. Nice. Helpful.
Someone could think of you as all of those things.
Please don't give up.
You're worth something. I know you are.
And I believe in you. I believe you'll make it through every hard time that life has to throw at you. You'll catch it and fling it back, give it some boosters so it can leave a nice fat imprint on life's fugly face.

I believe in you darlings. Please, promise me you won't give up. Promise you'll beat life's ass and become so great I'll hear about you with my secluded self.
Even if I don't know you, I believe in you and I care.
If you need someone to talk to, I'm always open to chat.