Don't touch him...

Story time

((Oi trigger warning worried about it then don't read it please if you're good then do continue))

<<James/Lucas>>

        Running away was one thing but, what if I get this boy in trouble too? They're looking for me too, why they hate me? They probably are just hoping I keep my mouth shut. Then again if I leave Drake and that crazy guy attacks me again. I sighed as the other patted my shoulder. "H-huh oh sorry were you saying something?"
          "Yeah, its no problem but uhh want to go get his somewhere and like you can tell me about what went down and shit." Drake watched.
           "I mean I'm good with telling you but uhh, you can get high by yourself. I'm not a fan of it really myself." James sigh rubbing his head.
           "Fine, I'll get high by myself and you can tell me?" The two left the house in thier pj's getting into a car in the drive way seeming to be Drakes. He drove for some time till we were parked near a large lake with what seemed to be a walking tail around it.
         "It's got a pretty view, here. So umm what do you want to know?.."
          Drake lit his blunt taking a drag and looking to the me before puffing it slowly it out thats when he spoke up. "Hmmm why you took off all that jazz you know?"
           "I mean like my dad left early and so my mom is with this guy. He's uhh... He likes hurting people on purpose and doing things with them... Like... Yeah. My mom covers up for him and I've been living like this since I was 2 so... I got tired of it, I ran away and this time I was successful. Then while on the way here I met that dude if he could help me with directions, and he just beat the shit out of me. So here I am..." I coughed a little looking at the other boy getting high the smell was gross much like someone else I knew.
          "Damn that's... Quiet a load sure you don't want to try some relax a little." That's it, thats all he has to say about that?
          "I'm good. Really n-no thanks." I began to shake my head and leaned away.
         "No you should really, I don't want to enjoy this alone?~" he began to lean over into my seat pulling me closer putting the blunt to my lips. I looked at him something must have given off that I was scared or not okay with this cause he looked confused. I had pushed myself out of the car slipped onto the ground.
            "I-i said know... I'm just gonna take a uhhh walk and I'll be back you should be good to go back by th-then, right?" I quickly got up of the ground as the other nodded and sighed shutting his door and continuing to smoke his blunt in the car.
           I quickly got on the path walking on edge. I teared up as I did so as well, I spill my story and all he does is smoke like what kinda shit is that. I rubbed my elbows as I landed on them when falling out of his car.  Sighing to my self I hear a voice up ahead.
          "Hello, young man? I didn't think the youth did walks like these anymore you alright?" It was an older lady she grinned she was sitting on a deck leading out to the water.
           "I uhh... Yeah I'm fine." I said looking to her and slowing down.
            "Heh, no, you're not. I've had 3 of my own boys you can't fool me. Come here." She patted a spot beside her in which I hesitantly sat beside her looking at the view.
              "You go do those drugs?" She sniffed.
              "I... God no I hate the smell but uhh... My friend is in his car kinda just left him to let him do that stuff on his own." She patted my back.
              "Smart boy you are, so why you been crying?" James wiped his face.
               "I-Its nothing, just got caught up. N-no worries. Just got too in the moment." Slowly I tapped my foot.
             "Hmm so what did that? Was it your friend?" She said trying to figure it out.
             "In a way i guess, like it's not his fault. Okay in a way it is... He just asked for me to tell him whats been going on with me but it seems getting high was more important. Then after already feeling hurt he wanted me to try and I don't like the stuff and it felt forced. I'm kinda just through with getting ignore and used by those around..."
           "Well I'm here to listen so if you ever need to talk I'll be here and if I'm not I'll be here eventually." She smiled rubbing my back, I rubbed my face noticing I was starting to cry again. She pulled me into a gentle hug. "Hey you, just talk to him, tell him how you're not comfortable and why and maybe he'll see it differantly. Express it too him in another way and if that don't work make some new friends and hey this old lady is here like I said."
            "I'm sorry, I did introduce myself... I'm James, she smiled nodding.
          "Ellena, well young man. It's been nice being here with you unfortunately my daughter doesn't like me keeping her waiting but I'm her from noon till about now. Come see me when you need to.
           James stood up helping the other up as well taking a deep breath before hugging her and giving his goodbyes.
           "I will thank you... Talk to you later, love the name by the way." James wave jogging off relaxing he turned back to check on her about a fourth of the way back around not even seeing her. "Damn she's fast."
           I make my way back to the car only to see it's not there. I look around thinking i missed it or went to the wrong place but I didn't. I sigh sitting on the fence tucking my knees close to my body laying my head on my knees begging him to come back. "Please, pleace come back... I don't want to be alone again without anything..." I repeated under my breath.
          Its not til the shades in the sky change from their couldy blue to dimm oranges and red did the car return. He got out of the car looking at me. He walked sitting in the hood of the car bowing his head rubbing his face.
           "I am so freaking sorry... I forgot I was like with you and I went home and crashed like I usally did and when I came to I forgot where I left you and fuck... I'm an idiot and i was like out of it that was wrong of me..."
           "Y-you just forgot I went with you or where you left me... I thought you left for good and just didn't want to deal with me and..." I couldn't help it I began to hic with my crying and he came over and hugged at me patting my back. "I-i did mean too I'm sorry please give me a chance to like redeam myself, that was really stupid of me I just though we could relax but I didn't think of what you wanted. Please forgive me..."
          "Can we just g-go back to your place..?" Drake sighed letting go getting in the car myself following I turn toward to window on my side for the car ride back he kept apologizing to me for forgeting me at the lake.
           "I-it's fine stop apologizing, I'll retail my stuff to you when were home, I... Don't like you being high but I can't tell you what to do just... Can we not do that when its important. The leaving thing is uh...fine I talked to and old lady while I was there. She was really nice not gonna lie."
         "Okay... Understandable. But what you mean meet an old lady?"
          "I just got to talk with her, it just helped for a little okay." He nodded i could see through his refelction as we made it home.
         We got home and his mother gave gretting before we went back downstairs. I went and laid down on the bed he mad for me. "Do you want to talk about it right now or maybe later?"
          James pulled the other into the bed with him and telling him what happen to him again. He was hit with sudden silence hear this might have been a lot now. Drake pulled James close.

<<3rd person>>

         "I feel like such an ass for not listening to what you've got on your plate the first time, I'm so sorry..." Drake patted James's head, he tried to think of what he could do for the other.
           "I-its okay, we know now so. We learn from our mistakes or, some of us try to do so." James sighed smiling liking being heard.
           "What are you boys doing? Drake's mom leaned over to us James tensing up while Drake just looking to her.
             "We're just chilling, kinda left him at E's lake and yeah I know I'm and idiot.... So i was making it up to him by talking with him." Drake smiled widely.
             "Okay well, if you guys... Y'n- just be safe baby." James sat up confused not getting the off set language.
             "What? No mom it's not like that we friends, talking, and chilling in bed not what you're thinking. You sicko god we're just friends." James finally getting it and his face reddening, Drake scoffed looking away emarassed as his mother laughed heading down the hallway.
             "She didn't really think that did she? You don't feel that way do you?" James asked hesitantly.
              "She better not think I'd do something like that with her home, or at home if that I mean..." Drake said getting out of bed and James not really getting a solid answer for the second question and left there confused.