Tom's POV
I was about 15, when my whole world changed forever...
I was sat in bed, with my best friend... he got close to me, and i (without thinking) kissed him.. he was a bit taken back, but he grabbed his bag and left... we never spoke again..
Since that day, i knew that i was gay..
I thought that if everyone was going to react like that, i have to keep it quiet.. which is exactly what i did, until i met someone who made my palms sweaty and my heart race...
So I'm in a band called The Wanted, we're very successful and have travelled to so many extraordinary places.
About a year before our "goodbye tour" we met another band called The Vamps... One person stood out, his names Brad.. cute little thing he is, nice smile... We all had a long conversation, and when it was time to go, i felt a little upset... Before we left, i walked up to Brad.
"I would really like to hang out sometime" I smiled and handed him my number.
"Yeah... yeah i'd like that" He smiled back. <he has to be gay> i keep telling myself, because he is the first person i have properly fallen for, and i have only just met him...
My phone jumped to life, with an unknown number on the screen... i answered anyway.
"Hello?" i said... eagerly waiting for a reply.
"Hello is this Tom?" the familiar voice said down the line.
"Yep. Who am i speaking to, sorry?" Sounding like an arse at my reply.
"Oh shit, haha, its Brad" he said, i knew it was.. my heart started racing...
"oh hi Brad, what can i do for you?" i asked again..
"So, i was wondering if you were busy tonight?" He shakily asked, i think he was nervous...
"Ermmm... I had nothing planned, you wanna come round mine? We can order pizza and i can buy some beers?"I'm really hoping he says yes to this offer.
"urmm... Yeah why not" He said, he sounded quite, unsure...
But either way, by heart rate increased again... and butterflies exploded!
I gave him the address and looked at the time...
"Fuck fuck fuck fuck" The time was 6:30 and he was here at 8 and i have to shower and clean and get beers... Fuck sake!
Speedily i ran for The shower, surprisingly was out in record time, ran to the shop and grabbed 4 packs of each beer (don't know what he likes)
and ran home again... when i got back, the flat was a shit tip! "right, i have 30 minutes before Brad arrives and this is going to take longer.. I'll just clean the living room, kitchen and bedroom then do the rest tomorrow" Liking my plan, i ran to find a bin liner, and throwing all the empty beer cans, coke bottles, crisp packets, pizza boxes and last weeks Chinese inside the bag and threw it in the back garden... opened a few windows and sprayed the room, hoovered the place and cleaned the kitchen sides.. all in time for Brads arrival... Saying this, the doorbell went.. fuck!
I ran for the door and softly opened it...
"Hi brad, please come in" i gestured to him to walk in and opened the door wider... he looked so perfect tonight... I closed the door and followed him into the living room... We sat down, put the footie on and drank some beer... " I'm starving" Brad said quickly..
My tummy growled... "me too! what kind of pizza shall we order?" i asked, thinking about a pepperoni covered Brad.. Tom, No!
"Pepperoni?" He smiled, fuck...
"yeah sure, I'll order a large one now"
I walked off to order the pizza, when i came back, i sat next to Brad and turned to face him.
"So, you got a special someone?" So smooth Tom... Straight to the point...
"urm, no i don't..." he looked sad, Brad opened his mouth to say something, but quickly shut it...
"How come?" the words bluntly fell out my mouth...
"Because, i dont know what i want..." muttering his words, he looked distant.. as if thinking of something...
"you mean, you don't know if you like male or female?" I asked, sending a reassuring smile. He nodded, tears streamed down his face...
"Everyone will judge me for it" He sobbed "its not human nature!" I've had enough, i cupped his face gently. "So its not human nature for me to do this" I said quickly and slammed my lips into his... Feeling him relax and kiss back. The butterflies whizzing around my belly was unbelievable...
After about a minute, Brad pulled away... "That was definitely not human nature.. but it doesn't mean i didn't like it" He smiled cheekily. The door bell rang... I leaned in, pecked his lips, and walked to the door. I handed the pizza man the money and grabbed the pizza... This was gonna be a good night
