Texting J.B

She causes so much pain

justin: She is still a star that lights my way in the night, and i am ready to go with her to the ends of the earth, because she is my point. sometimes she come to me in dreams, because nowhere else we don't talk.

y/n: I understand that you have had common interests and tastes, but it's time to f o r g e t her

justin: I don't want to f o r g e t .

justin: The days go by, and I think I should seek solace in other people desperately trying to forget them, but I was painfully inside do not want to do it. And what's the point if it's still every time reminds of itself, thereby knocking the soil at me from under his feet.

y/n: Listen, do you realize that this is not normal? how you depends on her

justin: I can not do anything. it seems to be beyond my strength. Sometimes I wonder if the fate really is such a scum that drives us only to cause more pain to me? And why does she ruin all my ideas about this fucking world? Why, fuck, is it so difficult? I used to think that if you find your soul mate, then everything goes like clockwork. fool. Believed that the kindred souls are always and always mutually, but we with her for two have only mutual misunderstanding.

y/n: How can you assume that she is ordained destiny to you, if you're so lousy?
justin: Soul mates is not choice

justin: Sometimes it begins to seem that I'm going crazy without her. tense silence that reigns in my room, begins to put pressure on the eardrums, and I just bite my lip harder. a whirlwind of thoughts in my head is spinning, put the pieces together is extremely difficult (and I did not try). realizing that good from this will not work, wait for the moment. when his head stopped hurting from intrusive thoughts. I have only a moment of calm, then I will quietly whisper: "Be kinship choice, I would choose her "

justin: She causes so much pain, breaking her heart and throwing it away. Insidiously plays in their games, the rules of which she really does not know. Pretend that everything is going according to plan, that she won, but I know for sure - it hurts, she can not forget too.