Baby, Live YOUR Life(Book 1)

Chapter 4-My Dream was once reality

I knew i was dreaming but it was like it was happening all over again

-The Dream-

Me and Rii was going to this party some girl invited us to.I took a shower after Rii did.She had on a white damaged acid-washed high-waisted jeans with a back and white crop shirt.She had silver accessories with a black and white jordans on her feet.I had on a blue crop top with the superman logo on the front with a red damaged high-waisted jeans so i wore a yellow leggings underneath.I then put on my red yellow and blue jordans.We then curled our hair added a little lip gloss cause we dont like make up that much.We kissed my mom cause she was home and left.

We pulled up to a "turnt up" party.We immediately head to the dance floor and started twerking our asses off.I felt a boy behind me but i didnt mind.After about 3 songs i headed to the table with the refreshments and took some punch.Damn that punch tasted like shit!I spit all out and pop a gum in my mouth so i could get rid of the taste.I began walking out side.As i walking down the street i heard someone following me.Before i could turn around i felt a hand around my mouth and then they pushed me through an alley.I was screaming at the top of my lungs but no one heard me."Shut your mouth before i kill your ass!" he said putting a gun to my head.He started pulling down my pants and ripping my underwear off.I was crying."P-please dont do this!"i said sobbing.All i felt was a long big ass thing inside me.I hurted.After a couple minutes he was finished.I had dirt on my skin.When i saw the guy's face i never thought he would do some shit like that.He was cute and sexy A'F! He then smirked and walk away.I could barely move.My legs were hurting and i felt blood trickling down my legs.I started crying again knowing that i lost my virginity to a total stranger!

I called Rii.I could barely talk but somehow i managed to tell her where i was.She came and when she saw me she started screaming and crying.She picked me up and carried me to the car.She had to sneak me upstairs cause if my mom saw she would trip! As i reached my room i walked slowly to my mirror.I looked like i was shovelled out of a ditch.I changed as Rii filled my bathtub with water so i can bathe.She added my favourite shower gel and i got in.As i sat in the tub,I cried.I was literally crying my eyes out! How can someone do something like this to me? I aint never hurt nobody.This shit was crucial as hell.After about a hour i was out and i slowly put on my shorts cause my legs were still hurting.I then put on my tank top and went to sleep.Rii was already asleep.As i was lying in bed i started remembering tonight and started crying.I didnt realised i was crying loud cause i wake Rii.She hugged me and she told me everything will be okay.I nodded my head and she went back to sleep.I hope shes right.I then slowly drift of to sleep.

-End of Dream-

i woke up and realised i was crying cause my cheeks were stained with tears.To this day i have never seen that guy again!

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-She was raped?

-Rii on the side

-Brittany💋💖👌