Figure It Out // WDW

Part 12

~Katie~

I think I'm jealous of Rose. She is talented.She can sing. She likes someone. Someone she knows likes them back. Rose has a secure future.

I have none of that I'm not talented I cant sing. I have many celebrity crushes but I know I will NEVER get noticed or liked by any of them.

And most off all I'm not good at anything. I don't know what I want to be especially due to the fact im not talented. AND ROSE IS!

~Rose~
I decided to clean the house yesterday so I wasn't tired for when Katie arrives.

Katie was my only friend that actually stuck by my side.I could tell her anything. It was always me telling her what my horrible parents either did or them threatening me so she would help me prepare for what ever.

We would joke around and call it besties therapy in a way. I would spill and she would spill and we would always figure something out together. It usually felt good to tell someone and not always keep it to your self . Like a weight lifted off your shoulders i guess.

As time went on i used to try and come out off my comfort zone and hopefully be seen by people. I would sing. I sang a lot nearly all the time I knew I could so did katie. But, the thing was I knew how much she was jealous off me and trust me it's not a good feeling.

Lately I have been doing vlogs a couple times a week. It clears my mind and I have fun the boys are great and I'm earning money and paying of debts. James on the other hand had semi disapeered. He's never around. I think he has a secret girlfriend.