forgetting you

part 1

I look back at all the memories fade into a dream like haze. I never thought I would begin to forget you. As I finally slip away frim your grasp. All my emotions, thoughts, and feelings  begin to fade. I slowly closed my eyes and you where no more. I felt a warm heat around me almost like being swaddled in a blanket as a baby. I take my last breath and slip into a blank, empty void. I feel I've been there forever but no time at all as a bright like apears with a hand held out to me. I slowly take the hand as it  yanks me into the light. I open my eyes and I find myself laying in a field stairing up at a blue sky. I feel a cool breeze blow across my face. I take a slow breath as I lay calmly. After a few minutes I feel arms go around me yet no one was there. I here my name called in the distance. "Yes!" I yell. There was no reply so I sloely stand up and walk to a tree in the distance. I sit down below the tree and I think to myself and looks to myself finding a pad of paper and pen next to me. I pick up the pen and paper and begin to draw. I don't know exactly how long I was there, wether it was minutes, hours, days, weeks, months, or even years. But I just kept drawing.  I look up from my drawing and see the field has turned to ash. I stand up and I feel myseld being lifted off the ground.