Loving the Pieces

Changes

My life is shifting

I’m living on unstable ground

What can I do?

Should I hold onto all the things?

I know I will lose any way

Or would it be better to walk away now

To distance myself so when the life I had

Get ripped away I will be used to the anxiety

How should I feel?

Exited to becoming independent from

From my slave handlers?

Happy because I can smoke and drink

All my problems away?

Proud because I made it this far

Well I don’t

I’m breaking down; I know when I’m older

I won’t talk to my best friends I have now

I’m scared it will be too much to handle

All the pressure of the new unwanted life

I’m afraid my life will shift

Because I don’t want to live on unstable ground