i wake up to the noise of someone throwing up in the bathroom. i get up and walk in and find chance hung over the toilet looking like death. the twins were asleep in the shower but anthony was no where to be found. i made sure the boys were okay before i walked downstairs.
i was suprised. it was 8:32am and everyone was already up and at em. nick and kade were on their computers. erika and tessa were outside with jake, tristan, ray, logan and chad. i still didn't see anthony. i continue me to walk outside and over to the left was anthony.
i froze. my heart shattered into a million pieces in the matter of seconds. i rubbed my eyes hopping that i was imagining it. i blinked several times hoping that they would disappear. him and that nasty girl. the girl that cheated on him. the girl who's named after the most beautiful month of the year. (in my opinion) may freaking rodgers. erika walks over to me and grabs my arm.
"you okay Ty?" she says as she looks in the same direction as me. anthony was sitting there with may's legs across his and he is looking at her the way he looked at me last night. "oh. i see. come here T. follow me please me. i wanna talk." erika said as she pulled me into the house. she sat me down at the table and began talking.
"explain to me what happened last night and why you look so heartbroken right now."
"last night he walked up behind me when i was pulling the covers back on my bed." i said stumbling over my words trying to keep the tears in. "he placed his hands on my hips and stared into my eyes with love and passion. i felt something i've never felt before." a tear slowly started going down my cheek and i took a deep breath and continued. "we were so close. if we stayed that way for 20 seconds longer we would have kissed or maybe even something more but our moment was broken by chance waking up. he then texted me right afterwards and told me he liked it-" i was interrupted by all the boys running into the house yelling and vlogging. i quickly wiped away my tears and erika pulled me into a hug. jake and anthony walked over and realized i was crying. jake grabbed my hand and held it for the longest time as he whispered in my ear, "i don't know what's wrong but just know everything will be okay."
anthony walked up behind my back and tried giving me a hug but he was interrupted by may as she pulled him to the side and kissed him. i couldn't take it. i got up and ran into my room. i closed the door and jumped into bed pulling the covers over my face. chance and the twins weren't in the bathroom anymore and i was there alone. which i wanted.
i heard the door open but i didn't roll over to see who it was. i felt a someone sit down on the end of my bed.
"i don't know who you are but can you please get out. i want to be alone." i said with a shaken voice. tears were still pouring out of my eyes.
"okay. i'll go. but just know that i'm here if you need anything"
it was logan. before he got up out of bed i grabbed his arm and told him to stay. he laid down next to me and just stared at the ceiling. i then rolled over so i was facing him and i admired his very attractive face, his sharp jawline. i inched closer to him and rested my head on his shoulder.
"i heard what happened. erika told us all. anthony is sitting by the pool by himself. he yelled at may and told her to get out."
i sat up in bed and started going through my bag.
"what are you doing?" he said very confused.
"i can't let a boy decide how my days gonna go. i'm gonna head to the gym. only problem is that i don't know where one is considered i've barely been in L.A. for 24 hours." i said as i grabbed my workout clothes.
" your in luck cause i haven't gone today yet. i can show you. i woke up and came straight here." he said with the most gorgeous smile on his face.
i walked into the bathroom and changed into my clothes. i walked into tessa's room to use her full body mirror and snapped a picture to post to instagram.
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i walked back into my room and sat down on my bed. i grabbed my portable charger, headphones and wallet and continued out the door. i was scrolling through instagram when i suddenly bumped into someone and nearly fell down the stairs. i looked up and found anthongy reaching his hand out to help me.
"are you okay?" he asked with red puffy eyes. i looked as if he's been crying for a while now.
"yeah" i said as i walked right past him and down the stairs to find logan. i felt so bad but he did this to me. i shouldn't feel bad. maybe i'm over reacting this whole thing. maybe we didn't have a thing at all. maybe that was his way of welcoming me to the team 10 house.
i heard the bedroom door slam shut and the faint noise of crying come from my room. i ignored it and kept walking. as soon as i entered the living room everybody that was capable of looking stopped what they were doing and moved their eyes on me.
"wow" said jake from back in the corner. "honey you hittt!!" chad yelled from on top of the trampoline. "damn T. lookin good" said erika.
"are you ready to go?" asked logan while examining my body from head to toe.
"yeah. hey guys. i'm gonna go to the gym with logan. im hoping to get my mind off things while i'm there. i'll be back in a few"
logan then grabbed my hand and led me out to the car. there were so many fans outside yelling my name and wanted pictures. people were taking pictures of us left and right cause we were holding hands. i heard one fan yell "TYGAN. HOW CUTE." i felt my face turn bright red and i turned to look at logan. he held the door open for me and i climbed in. how cute was he.
