Journal/Diary

#1

July 17,2017

I love her so much and she means the world to me. Without her I have no idea what I would do.

T, I love you and I don't ever wanna lose you. I hope you know that no matter what happens or who is in your life, I will always be right here waiting for you. You've always been there for me when I needed you most and not once have you ever pushed me away without good reason, god I love you.

I love the way your hair curls as it dries after being even just a little bit damp, the way your entire face lights up at the sight of a cat or dog, the way your eyes seem to spark to life when you speak about things you are passionate for. There are so many things I love and I could be here all night listing them, god I love you so much it hurts.

I hope you come to see how much you mean to me and how much I love you, how badly I feel when you wrap around my arm in crowded places knowing you don't know how much I feel for you.

I love the little things you do, like when your nose scrunches up when you're confused. The way you poke your tongue out when you concentrate to much, the smile on your face when you cook, the goofy way you scream the lyrics to songs you barely know the words to, and the way you get real close to me when you're unsure of the situation.

I love you so fucking much Tay.

-Jace L