Rejected Wolf Queen - slow updates

Humiliation

A knock at the door made me turn towards the door whilst I am currently in a push up position on the floor.

"enter" I said though it came across a little stained since I was on number 149th push up, only one more and I'm done till my morning workout with Hunter. As I completed my last push up Sophie came in all smiles and with a frock of other women who were needed for something I could only guess.

"morning my lady, I see you're up as always. It's a beautiful day outside and there is much to do. I will lay out your outfit for the day whilst you go shower my lady"

"as you wish" I said with a sigh, after all this time I'm apparently not allowed to wear my usual jeans and a top anymore. I am the princes' fiancé and so I must look the part at all hours of the bloody day. Life is just a grand ball everyday apparently.

I got up from the floor and walked past all the ladies to the bathroom, it really was a beautiful room. A Queen size bed hand carved and in wood with gold filigree, an exotic hand-crafted rug on the floor and all these decorations of gold and cream with a purple throw one the bed. The beautiful chandelier in the middle of the room hung surrounded by gold paint. It was very beautiful if not a bit extravagant for me.

I had a walk-in wardrobe fully stocked in my size with everything you could dream of, that alone was a small house with two different levels and stairs leading to the second floor and other areas. A separate room lead to that with all the jewellery you could possibly find, but there was a beautiful case which enclose a diamond tiara which I was to wear at any formal functions since I was basically the princess even if I had not married the prince. Just shows how much they care about tradition and honour. I'm not even married the  prince yet, and they've practically shoved the tiara in my face to make a statement that I'm untouchable as a part of the royal household.

The bathroom was gorgeous though, the best feature of the room I would say. Nude and white marble design with this really deep bathtub but was amazing when you were in it and the huge shower next to it that was just amazing, felt like being in a waterfall with the way the water would just rain down on you. It really was the best, especially after a long gruelling day of being at court.

After my shower, I wrapped myself in the fluffy towels that were warmed and on the side on a seat. I was about to walk out when I heard the maids talking in low voices, I couldn't tell who was who apart from Sophie.

"I feel sorry for her, he's with another woman and she's stuck in this room by herself and that other man"

"yes, but he is something nice to look at isn't he, I wonder if that's why she brought him along"

"they're not lovers. He's lived with her family for many years" Sophie said in an irritated voice. "I know this since the king told me himself"

The other girls seemed to lose interest in Hunter then but were still gossiping about the prince.

"yes, but did you hear the prince all evening. He was with Brianna, she told him she loved him!"

"shhh, keep your voice down"

"don't be silly, he would never love her. Not now that he's engaged" Sophie said but I could hear the uncertainty in her voice.

"they've been together for a long time now, off and on. She thinks she'll be queen, that was before though"

"I heard she's been ill in the mornings and at night these past few weeks"

"yeah I heard that too"

"you don't think..." Sophie said trailing her voice off at the end.

That's all I wanted to hear until the next part of their conversation crushed all thoughts of thinking maybe this life could be liveable with the prince if I don't find my mate.

"Tina, you help her in the mornings sometimes is it true?" Sophie said again sounding upset.

A long pause was all I heard and then "she's pregnant. With his child." gasps were heard and then I stepped out of the bathroom and everything went silent. They looked at me and some seemed nervous whilst others looked at me with sympathy. I said nothing and went straight to my wardrobe, I was so mad I'm sure it was written all over my face and in my demeanour. I've had enough with playing this pompous girl to please these royals, I'm not that person I do what I want when I want and for these fools to think they are above me is beyond wrong when they are scum themselves.

I came out dressed in black skinny jeans my biker boots and a t-shirt that said ' Vos Facit Fortoir Dolor, Ut Confortemini ' translating to I bow down to no-one, I was beyond pissed and I was sure to let everyone know about it, my shirt was the first hint. This marriage can go to shit for all I care. Black was my favourite colour and I was going to start rocking it from now on, I was beyond done with these pink shitty outfits to make me look like some girly girl. I hated the colour pink, always have. I went straight to the bathroom ignoring the horror filled looks of the maids and Sophie trying to persuade me to change into something more appropriate for breakfast with the other royals.

Time to be me again, I don't wear much makeup, I do when I go out but it's just a hassle when I forget I've got shit on my face and then I rub my face. Just stressful, so I tend not to and besides whilst I'm always working out and training it will just sweat off... how attractive i'll look then.

I walked straight back out only to find Sophie blocking the exit." get out my way Sophie, I'm hungry and I don't appreciate you being in the way" I walk right up to her face and I feel a slight bit of guilt since it's not her fault I'm in a shitty mood but still I'm pissed off. "move Sophie, don't make me move you" my voice was dead calm a sign to most people that new me that shit has gotten real. She whimpered and moved out of my way. Finally, I was about to start my plot of dismantling this fake marriage and it all starts with Prince fucking Damien.