Save Me From Myself

Chapter 1

Chen's POV

I keep getting let down.

Why is it that every time I think I like someone and that they like me back, they don't.

Then they ignore me and throw another knife at my already broken heart.

Ever since my first love, I've been trying to rebuild my ability to love.

I loved loving someone, it made you feel warm and tingly and filled with happiness.

I don't want to give up on love.

Love makes us who we are.

But I can't find love anywhere, I'm 17 and still single.

Always have been single.

When someone likes me, I don't like them and I keep falling for the wrong people.

The people that you thought loved you but then left you without a glance in your direction.

The cold, empty feeling in your heart that can never be sufficient.

Did I mention my parents are crazy?

They drive me crazy, so crazy that one day I'll just pop and die.

I can't escape this asylum.

Xiumin's POV

They're everywhere, touching me.

You can't touch me there.

Every part of what I had thought was mine had been violated.

I'm disgusting.

I've been taken advantage of and I couldn't do anything about it except feel the burning pain.

The pain that stuck from the very depth of my stomach.

The loathing I felt, the pity for myself.

Why me?