Chapter 17: Night 7

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I limp back home from the park and see Yoongi sitting on his bed.
Hoseok was playing overwatch.
I sigh and my ass hurt more than the other time.
Yoongi: Jimin, you hungry?
You: n-no..
I'm scared of Yoongi and Hoseok now.... Jungkook... I miss you.... Taehyung... Namjoon... Jin... come back soon please...
I go in the balcony... the balcony will be the place if I'm upset... really upset...
I take my diary that my "dad" gave me when he actually loved me before doing drugs and drinking from my bag and wrote down everything that happened... and how I felt to it.... and etc..

July 17, 2017 - Dear Diary,
Today and yesterday was awful... I want to die... I don't wanna live in this life anymore... yesterday, Yoongi and Hoseok punished me roughly... and I don't mean by hitting... I mean by rough sex.... I hate this life that I am in... I really wish I could die one day... or that Jungkook and a Taehyung will come back... I miss them so much and they take care of me well than Yoongi and Hoseok do.... Jungkook... Taehyung.... please come back soon if you can... or... I could just kill myself now... My fake parents that adopted me don't even care about me... my dad use to be so caring and loving until he got into drinking, smoking, and drugs... my mother is into abusing now... I just want to see my parents... and I just want to die... I'm sorry Jungkook... I'm sorry... I miss you so much Jungkook... I love you...

I slam the book shut tearing up.
I look back and Yoongi and Hoseok were staring at me.
I look at the fence and stand on it.
My arms went wide open.
Yoongi's POV
I see Jimin stand on the balcony fence... he puts his arms up... and that's when I realized... he's about to jump...
I run to the door... but I'm too late... he jumps off...
You: JIMIN!!!!!!! NO!!! F***!! F***, F***!!
I sprint outside and see a book that fell on the ground after Jimin jumped off.
You: Hoseok... c-check... on... Jimin...
Hoseok immediately nods and I open it to the page he just wrote in.... page 156..
I had tears drop onto the page when I read....
"I could just kill myself now..."
I rush down the stairs to check on Jimin...
Hoseok: YOONGI!! HE'S NOT WAKING UP!!!!
I see people gather around Hoseok having their hands covering their mouth.
Then.... someone..... pushes through the people...... it was.....

Author's Note:
Hey Jamless ARMYS~!!! How are y'all? Awesome? Great? Good? Not good? Comment? xD.
Sorry for the really short chapter! I will try to use my imaginationz to the chapterz... I will try to write as much can I can! Really sorry~!!!
And btw, you guys might not like these people who recommend y'all to do this or that, but you should check out a story called "My Broken Doll." The season 1 is on YouTube so please watch it so you won't get confused with Season 2. And yes! Season 2 is on here. Not on YouTube, sadly! ;-; but, ye! The author's name will be @ramenhyung
I hope y'all enjoy her WONDERFUL fanfic and bye~!! *MUAH!!*

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