Not Okay| Hoshi

im alive read please

Hey

Is everyone okay?

Sorry for the long wait

I promise to update this soon I have to read over the chapters to know what I'm gonna do

Thank you for waiting

I'm doing a lot better

When I was depressed my parents weren't with me so I felt really depressed and lonely

But now my parents are back and I'm getting better

I have some sad news tho

In two months is my cousin anniversary of his death

And it's the same month as my birthday

I never really had good birthdays because my birthday is the week after my cousin died

He was only 4 when he died

When my birthday come it always goes wrong like something bad happens

My 13th birthday aka 14 Korean age birthday

Was horrible I end up crying then I had to act happy in front of my family

That day I lost respect for my two older unnies, my unnie sister, and my oppa

I also don't trust them after what they did to me on my birthday

I just have bad luck

When the day of my cousin death comes I become really distance from everyone

I'm about to cry writing this oops

Also in August is the anniversary of my friends parents death

So I get depressed in August then September

I have bad luck then:(

Anyways

I'm doing better and I will soon update!

Thank.you

Author-nim