Never mind

"Never Mind "

Do you ever feel alone in a crowded room uncomfortable in your own skin like your words are just mist in the sky?

Like if you try to even say one messily sentence you can't even utter a word because your mind and the world around you is conning down like hail . this is the description of my life!

I'm Gina Hamilton a small girl with dirty blonde hair big blue eyes and a slight tan. I know I sound beautiful but in truth I'm just some crazy kid with issues .

I start high school tomorrow and while picking out my outfit my mind can't help but wonder about my 5th grade crush (he still is) Bradford Tonilson the schools quarter back and brother to Cyan the schools head cheerleader . other than me being a total freak one other problem of me ever being even noticed by him was Cyan . in elementary she realised that I might be a threat to her popularity because I was a lil prettier than her (she said it herself) .so ever since then she has bullied and teased me is I would never become the popular kid she thought I'd become .

(Next morning )

It's my first day at high crest high . I'm going to wear my sarcasm crop top and my floral skirt with vans and a hoddie .

After I got dressed I ran to the kitchen said hi to grandma (I live with her because my parents are in jail and dead ) and ran to school which is only a mile away. and to my "surprise" cyan and the rest of her drones where siting in the court yard .

"Hey Hamilton "

One of her drones called and pointed me out I kept walking

"Hey Hamilton !!"

Cyan called out in anger that time, she sent 2 of the girls to drag me to her

"Hi Hamilton how unpleasant too see you hear, you know I have a problem with your shirt right?"

"Why?"

I asked when she took of her leather jacket with was horrible for this season

"Well as you can see we're wearing the same shirt "

"So"

I said

"Take yours off and give it too me NOW!"

"NO"

I spat in her face and tried to run but she bought me by my hair .

"You just got yourself into a lot of trouble !"

*ding ding*

The first bell ring thank GOD!

"I'm not done with you HAMILTON !"

At first period I see that I have 9 classes with Bradford ! but I look again and 8 of those classes are filled with Cyan and her drones . as I walk in Cyan basically hissed at me and skyler the second most popular girl in school tripped me and I fell into The trash can . Kelly one of the newer cheerleaders tried to help me out but cyan shouted "no leave her there it's where she belongs !" . As the whole class laughed ,and even the teacher Ms.Bellow snickered ... I cried and ran to a little tree and sat in like I always did when kids would pick on me . when I got there I saw my tree was already occupied .