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I'm tired.

Tired of everything.

Do I not deserve love and respect? 

Maybe, maybe not.

I know I'm your least favorite child, but can you not show it so much your other children act terribly to me too?

I lost it today.

I yelled, screamed, and cried.

Why don't you believ me when I tell you they treat me like garbage every time you leave this house?

I dread babysitting them.

But you ignore it.

What's wrong with wanting a little attention?

I'm your daughter. 

Every activity I'm in is for your approval.

Thanks to you, I feel sad and at unesase everywhere.

I hate being scorned by everyone, whether its at home or school, just because I'm diffrent.

I feel fake, because I try to be something I'm not.

I try to be all simles and laughs.

I never show the mental pain and scars. 

You cared more when Joey was bullied than when I was.

I just learned to hide the hurt very well because of this.

I can't even tell my best friends how much I hurt. 

My only wish is for you to tell me how proud you are of me.

I want to be something worth being proud of, but I don't know how to possibly acheive that with all your disapproval.

Your son mocks me for having internet friends.

Did you know that?

Maybe they actutally make me feel worth something.

You wonder why music and books are so important to me.

They take me away from the world around me for just a bit.

I don't want to go back to the time I cried myself to sleep every night.

Why can I help others, but not myself?

Is there anything that will please you?

macbill18, I suppose this is your answer.