Only him. Ivan Martinez x reader

Chapter 1

" y/n I DONT GET WHY YOU'RE EVEN ALIVE "i ran up to my room and slammed it and tryed to think of away out,but then he came up." y/n you are useless " I heard him  say,I tryed to keep the door from opening.He eventually went down stairs and i think he passed out because he was too drunk.I cryed thinking of how my life used to be and now it's this,I eventually fell asleep.I woke and turned on the shower,as soon and the water hit my skin all the memories were back.I quitly went down stairs and saw my dad passed out.i look and see if I can leave through the front or back door but they are blocked with broken glass ,so I  go onto my balcony and down the tree and this boy was looking at me and started to come towards me,but I ran.He didn't chase but I still went far away anyways. I went to  the beach and sat down,I was thinking how my life became like this.It all began when my mom died 5 years ago I was 13,Mu dad blamed me for her death because she was driving to pick me up.My dad was a good man at one point,but because of the death my dad would get drunk every night and take his sorrow and anger out on me. A bunch of girls then came by runing saying "omg great spot ". I headed someone said that I was weird I look at them and look away. I was going home then the same guy was doing some dumb shit I didn't know he could speak Spanish so I said "Me alegro de no conocerlo"(glad I don't know him) ,he said "Por qué estás contento" (why arn't you glad) he was coming to me and my eyes widen,he was trying to see me so I climbed up the tree to escape.  My dad was in my room he said "WHERE WERE YOU PIECES OF SHIT "he grabed my hair I screamed because of the pain.i didn't even try to yell for help,he pushed me down the stairs and accidentally broke a beer bottle on the wall causing it to get some glass on me I ran to the bathroom and closed the door and lock him out of the bathroom to clean up the cuts then I didn't hear anything so I looked and he wasn't there..I ran outside and my dad was there he smriked and grabbed my arm violently "no trates de correr"(don't try and run)

This is my first one hope you like it
I am going in and editing the story