Chapter 4-I try Suicidal/ go now before its too late

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Chapter 4-I try Suicidal/ go now before its too late

-Adam/Skydoesminecraft

Never have I been this broken. I'm such an asshole. What am I supposed to do?

I grabbed another bottle and chugged it all up. After finishing I let out a sigh. I kept wondering, why cant't my guilt diseapear?

So are you just gonna stay here and dwell till the end of the world? Go to Ty dumbass!

I can't he's just gonna shout at me for being a betrayer and all.

Dont just stay here Idiot! Now is your chance to get him back

Even though I save him, He'll never like me back. And he'll just be doing nice things to me to return the favor. Also he'll just keep hating me to the end of the world I won't be able to live with that hate on me. I'll just die soon anyways

Are you this pessimistic? What happened to you?!?

I'm broken without him.

Don't you see dumbass?

Huh?

Ugh! Can't you see? Remember awhile ago he was the only one who told you about what would happen if he got kicked out. He was testing you if you cared for him! Also don't you notice how he is so blushy and nervous everytime your together? Remember the sparkle in his eyes when you two were stargazing. Remember the Picnic you had together the smiles you exchanged? Remember the Valentines jump map only you two did together? Look how he only likes talking to you not anyone else but YOU!

What's your point subconcsious?

HE LIKES YOU DAMMIT!

It hit me right in my heart. The memories we shared together ,the smiles he gave that make me flutter. It made my stomach flutter with a million butterflies, it also made my heartbeat race to a thousand miles

So are you just gonna stay here? Go get him!

thanks! I wouldn't be smart without you

I ran to the door and grabbed my jacket. Suddenly someone caughts me. It made me froze for awhile but when I knew it was just Mitch and Jerome I was relaxed.

"Go get him biggums!" Jerome chuckled

"You still have time!" Says Mitch

I give them a salute and run out. I jump in to my car, and grab my keys which were in my jacket, and drive.

"Ty must defienetly be in a hotel" I thought

"Ty, Even though you won't like me back or you hate me so much, I don't care I just want to be your friend if you Don't mind. Please don't do anything stupid. I'll find you soon Ty."

-Ty/ Deadlox

The pain was making me die Inside. I have to make the pain diseapear.

I reached in to my pocket and found my blade I use. I didn't care and just directly slashed it on the bed making all the blood just splash onto the bed.

One...

Two.

Five...

Ten..

the mental pain didn't give in. even how much I cutted, the pain inside was still heavy. I couldn't take it anymore!! I only had one more thing to do so I can be erased from this cruel world.

I stood up from my bed letting my wrists bleed heavily.Step by step I walked to the terrace inside my room.

I open the glass doors, letting my hair get blown in the wind. I climbed on the edge of the terrace and closed my eyes.

This was it just one more step. I moved one foot and let it dangle in the edge.

Bye bye Cruel World.

I jumped. But I still can't feel any pain? Maybe I was dead already?

I felt a warm hand hold me. The hand wrapped around my body. Slowly warm tears showered on my shoulder.

Am I not dead yet?

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A/N: Hi Dudes Hope Ya Enjoy and yes I'm killing you guys with this cliffhanger sorry for the late update I'm sick and I've been vomiting lots of times yesterday so I could only update it today. Thanks for the support love ya guys :P

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