Yay it's the weekend. I get to stay at my grandmas for the long weekend. ( spring break) My grandma is the best. She lets me hang around clive how long and whenever I want. So I guess I'll go the store. I tart walking but then I realize I don't have money wow Ayden so smart. Oh we'll I'll go to the skate where all the druggies are ...... and alcohol.
I reach the skate park and the kid that was there ran away. Is there something in my teeth. Oh we'll once again ill ay by myself. Start running back and forth and I try the biggest ramp and don't make it I try again and make and I see some people walking in a path by the forest by the park. What are they doing. I wanna see put if I leen to far I might fall over. Just a little more and I se- shit I slipped. "Ahhhhhhhhhhhh, oh fuck." That hurt but wasn't I supposed to hit the ground not some thing gushy?
" hey get off me you little faggot, what are you doin here." Oh great it's Darek. "Sorry and nothin why are you here."I ask but he just walks away. Weird. I'm gonna go find something fun maybe we can egg the school.
An hour later I find myself at the end of the curb with someone walking by. ITS JUSTIN, in a muscle shirt all muscley. " hi Justin mind if I tag along. " " umm sure I was just gonna go to the swing set for a smoke." " Wait you smoke, what do you smoke?" I question. "Pot." He replied. " omg really can I try?" " I guess so come on.
We get to the park and doesn't talk he does all this weird roles stuff and gives me a thingy and he has one we light them up and ten minutes later I'm in a tree with him in his boxers on the ground. Damn doesn't he look mighty fine. " j-just you gotta catch me ok if I don't fly or else my unicorn will spank you." "Ok JUMP" I jump but wasn't really high up only like three feet. " Weeeeeee, Oof. Yay u caught me." " Justin do you know that I'm gay?" " What your gay hmm wow." He said with an odd face. " Justin can I just hug you and kiss you how about I just do it know with out permission ok... Ok."
And then it happened I kissed a true hotty and it was weird. Although he didn't give a reaction. So I got up took his shirt and ran away.
The side affects of being high. After about twenty minutes I come back to real life laying in the middle of a field with Justin's shirt. He smelt good. I wish he was like me then my life would be kinda better. But I guess I should head back. And I'll keep the shirt.
I get to my grandmas to find Brad having coffee with nana and their talking about the best condemn to use something I never wanna hear from my grandmas mouth."and that's why Trojan man is better." I heard that last sentence as I walked into my grandmas office.
In the corner was a rope and I knew what I wanted to do with it. Die. I mean I kissed a hot guy but whose gonna miss me I fell useless no one loves me I'm a fag and I hate living. So I get a chair put it under the ceiling fan in the office tie the rope around my neck get on the chair tie it on the fan and I'm ready. Once I kick this chair away something awaits me. Heaven, He'll or maybe just lonely darkness nothin new but who knows. I start to tip the chair and I star to cry, I love my family and friend and cat but I must go know good bye world.
And at that last moment the chair falls over and there I am hanging from the roof from a rope.
