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_full control_

I'm tired of being exhausted, 

but if this is what the cost is, I'll just keep on.

I've evaluated my options, 

and there's no new plan I'm adoptin'. 

So, I guess I'm stuck.

It's like my life is this truck that keeps trying to drive, 

but the tires just keep sinking deeper in the mud. 

And the emotions are a flood.

 Just like the lies that say "you aren't doing enough!", 

but I keep on trying. Will I end up crying? 

Will this end in victory? What will be the verdict for me? 

Is it gonna be worth it? Will it be different in a year? 

Or will I keep on crying these same pathetic tears?

Oh Lord, I know you hear. 

So no matter what I gotta go through I'll keep moving, right here. 

I let go of fear. 

I trust that Your plan is enough and I'm definitely not; 

without You, I'd be caught in this same place forever,

 but Your word says never will You let me down or let me go, 

so I surrender full control.