my love life

today at school me and my bffl's were hanging out as we casually do usually. When something unusual happened. A boy who I hav fancied for ages had come up to me and said hey. This was a sign.  He obviously loved me. However my friends thought not. How predictable?  This guy is called Ryan. Ahhhh even his name is dreamy.  All I can think about is him. When I sleep ,when I eat, when im on the toilet. Actually scrap the toilet thing! I hav loved Ryan for at least a year. I really need to face my fears and ask him out. I can't though.  When I look into his deep blue ocean like eyes I freeze. Ahhhh everything about Ryan is perfect. However all in this love from me to him is taken away by amy. Amy is Ryan's girlfriend.  Sure Amy is pretty and popular and clever and practically treated like a queen by everyone, but is she really that nice? The answer is NO. Ryan deserves someone exactly like me. Ahhhh Ryan ewwww to Amy.