"Your not leaving Ella and i won't let you" Terrance yelled at me. "Watch me" I said. I bent down to grab my bags then he suddenly grabbed the back of my shirt and pulled me towards him. He put his hand around my neck and pushed me against the wall. I couldn't breathe. I tried to remove his hands away from my neck but he held on tighter and I decided to give up. "You listen to me and go by my rules" he said. He threw me to the bed on the side and he walked off. I missed my mom and my little sister. I really wish i didn't make a deal with this bastard. I began to cry in despair. Knowing that I can never go home and see my family hurts me terribly. This guy is no ordinary guy... his name is Terrance Zaney and he is very cruel. He abuses me,cuts me,rapes me,..etc. Iv'e lived with him for over a year and i'm in so much pain you can't even imagine everything im going through but anyways, I forgot to introduce myself. My name is Ella Viento and im 18 years old. I ran away from home about a year ago, I was angry at my mom for such a foolish reason and I remember stopping at a bench and meeting Terrance. He offered me his home to stay in until I was ready to go home but that was a big lie. He won't let leave or go anywhere, he wants me all to himself and I have nobody to run to or ask for help. After awhile he came back in the room. "Why won't you let me go home?" I asked him. "Because I love you" he responded. I don't understand how he can love me when all he does is abuse me and torture me. "Well, i don't love you.. i hate you!!" I yelled to him. I knew he was gonna hurt me again.. i just knew it. His face turned red and he became filled with anger. He took the glass vase that was on the dresser and threw it against the floor and I just watched it shatter all over the floor. Terrance then started walking over to me and he just looked at me angrily. I began to slide away while I was on the bed but he grabbed my leg and pulled me towards him and began kissing me. I tried to push him off but he just wouldn't stop... i just want to be free....
