Too Many Tears Not Enough Eyes

Not My Guilt

I swear I did the right thing,

But why do I feel so guilty?

Where were you when I had no shoulder to cry on

Or when I spent an hour sobbing on someone else shirt 

And you were laughing across the hall

I was there when you were crying on your pillow

When your mom didn't care 

And when you couldn't take it anymore 

I stopped you from cutting but what about when I wanted to die?

This guilt I feel inside me, 

It isn't meant for me

I did nothing wrong but I felt the bullet of the gun.