DON'T HIDE

Covered in Worry

Chapter two

If it wasn't logically sane I would say " I am glad she is gone" but I am in my right mind and I know for a fact that It is wrong to think this way.

I sat in on my bed in my room thinking about the last time I saw her today; how I yelled at her in the locker room for her crime of mocking me.

I scratched the back of my head wondering whether she will come back soon of course I would like her to learn a lesson from this and be humble and nice to others.

To be honest, she and I once were close friends up til middle school. That was where I realized my feelings for namjoon and well so did she.

Everything went well at first we had promised we would play fairly and clean, until I caught her throwing herself on him on day and well I lost it.

I heard a knock at the door, but I ignore it going to back to missing my once friend.

Mom : " honey? Honey you can't hide forever there will always be problems in life this is just one. Please come down to eat your grandma is worried about you I had to persuade her not to hurt herself to come upstairs for you."

Hesitantly, i went for the door. She knows how much I love grandma and uses that on me.

Me: " I am not hungry, but I will come down for grandma" I sigh as we both come down the stairs hand in hand.

Before going into the dining room mom stops me and hugs me " I know it's hard honey, I will be here for you" I nod and head to the dining room to greet grandma.

Grandma : " omo honey, come here I know you are worried " she takes me in her arms and pats my back. " I told you there are weird things in that school, so please be careful and watch your back"

Mom : " not again mom, you and your stories " she smiles . she grabs the fridge door to take hold of the drinks. " those stories are not true and you know that"

Grandma : " I loved these stories and you say I am lying? Honey" she say looking at me " find your friend quickly there's no telling what she is going through." I nod

Grandma has always told me these stories of how people back then were worse bullies than they are now, throwing them in dumpsters, shoving them into the showers, fighting, and even someone died because of it.

At first I didn't believe it, until when she woke up once in the night yelling " Please don't hurt me anymore. I can't be bullied anymore" so I believe it.

Grandpa : " Sorry I am late sweetie " he kissed my forehead " I was with your father pulling weeds "

Abby : " grandpa why do you want to hurt me? You could get hurt causing me to get hurt"

Grandpa : " I am fine, I need the exercise I am always watching tv or doing nothing"

At times like this I love the idea that I accepted to live here with them all the joke and laughter.

That moment I received a call I took out my phone Prince Namjoon.

Abby : " Yes sir? " you kept your voice as stable trying to show him your sadness about the incident.

Nj : " hey I am outside your room window,help me up?" I quickly run upstairs after taking a couple sandwiches from the plate.

Abby : " I am coming" I hung up the phone and open the balcony window. I looked to the side and namjoon was on a ladder with a smile on his face.

Abby : " What?"

Namjoon giggled before answering : " You look beautiful right now" I Bit my lip not allowing my smile to discover the world.

Abby : " so not this morning or yesterday?" you scoff turning to your room.

Namjoon quickly climbed the balcony and reached you

" hey I didn't mean it like that. I meant to say you looked extra beautiful " you blushed for second remembering not to show anything.

Abby : " anyways what's going on"

Namjoon looked upset " do I have to have a reason to visit you? Great. I wanted to check on you that is it. You looked stressed since we found out she was missing.That's five hours ago"

he grabbed your waist and pulled you up to him.

" What are you doing ?" I didn't know what to do or how to react. He just stood there not saying a word.

" I just got worried and thought "what if it could've been you that went lost?" and well my feet lead me here" he look tired and terrified. " the boys said to meet up tomorrow so you could relax, is that okay with you?"

I thought about it,before I nod. I shouldn't worry I mean it's a small town they will find her soon and hope alive.

Namjoon : " okay then I will tell them" he was about to leave when I held his wrist tightly

" what is it ? Are you okay? " he questioned me

" I -um-um can you sleep here today- just-for this once please?" he sighed

" what about your family down stairs?"

"They never come to check on me and dad works at night, if that's what you're afraid of" he laughed

" shhh. I didn't say they go to bed early" i covered his mouth " your laugh is too loud"

" honey are you okay?" mom yelled

" yes mom" I glared at namjoon ,but he just kept smiling

" okay" he said " but no funny business" I scoff

" why would I a pretty girl what you man" I playfully hit his shoulder.

" because I too am pretty and handsome"

" what ever" I sighed and brought some blankets for us to sleep . That night we went to bed covered in worry for jazz.