Arizona TeaCups- JC CAYLEN

Chapter 5

A/N: DONUT JUDGE! I haven't updated in like.... Years. So here it is. Plus I'm getting REALLY lazy when it comes to fan fictions now sooooooo. If they're not as good as before.. I DONUT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT YOU! BECAUSE IM THE HONEY BADGER BITCHEZ! Lol jk;)

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JC POV

I wake up to see Aria snuggled in my arms. Her eyes flutter open, "You're welcome, by the way." She says softly.

"What?"

"I edited your video for you an posted it." Aria says sitting up. Dammit I liked cuddling with her.

"Calm down. We can cuddle while watching the video." She says laughing softly. Oh shit she heard what I said.

Aria grabs my computer and plays the video while laying on my chest. "Good editing." I whisper to her, "I'm a fast learner." She replies.

Shit. Am I falling for her? I don't really know... I mean she's beautiful and funny and just a really good person. We DID kiss though... But it was for a video. I feel like a middle schooler. Like when you have a crush on someone and you just wanna.... HUG THEM AND KISS THEM AND MAKE THEM LAUGH AND JUST BE THEIR BOYFRIEND(or girlfriend;)) I just feel warm inside when I think about her.

I hope she feels the same about me....

ARIA POV

JC and I continued to watch the video, then I heard some mumbling. He thinks out loud A LOT. It's cute though.

"-feels the same about me...." Damn. This guy sure knows how to treat girls right. Wait, stop it Aria. Don't fall hard for him. Not like Eric... Please don't. I feel tears stream down my face and I sniffle. "Are you okay?" JC says calmly.

I rub my eyes, "Yeah I'm fine. Just allergies I guess."

"No. You're sad."

"I'm fine, JC."

"No, you're not. Tell me what it is."

"I can't. It hurts."

"Then don't tell me. Just don't put on a fake smile." That made me feel good. He wants me to be happy. When I dated Eric, whenever I was sad he'd ask if I was okay then he'd believe me when I said yes.

I regret what I said next. "No. I want to tell you." He sits up, giving me his full attention. "In my first year of college, I dated this guy. His name is Eric and he was perfect. My parents loved him and...." I choked on my words "... And I loved him." Tears were streaming down my face "He was my first..... And I got pregnant."

I rubbed my eyes but the tears came down faster. "When I told him, he slapped me and told me that I RUINED HIS LIFE. AND THAT THE CHILD GROWING IN MY STOMACH IS A MISTAKE AND SHOULDN'T EXIST!" I kinda yelled that part... Oops. Quickly I calmed down "Because I loved him so much... I got an abortion so we could be the way we used to be BUT NOOO! I HAD TO FIND HIM AT A DAMN PARTY MAKING OUT WITH THIS WHORE!" I was crying hard, I could barely breathe.

JC POV

Aria was telling me about her 1st year of college. When she finished, she was broken. I wrapped my arms around her "I killed my child." She says choking on her words.

"Shh... That Eric is a dickhead. If I knew him, he'd be dead." I say, making her chuckle. "Is that all you needed to say?"

She shook her head "I'm afraid...."

"Afraid of what?" I say.

"I'm afraid of loving someone." She looks at me with sad eyes. "I'm scared of risking everything for someone I love. If we break then I would've lost everything."

"Love is a leap of faith." That's all I say, I feel her jerk out of my arms. "Then I died falling for him." She whispers and leaves.

ARIA POV

I can't be here. Where do I go? I don't want to see JC because then I'll think of Eric then I'll just break again. Oh wait. I'll stay at a hotel, I saved up a lot of money last year.

I run. Just run. Soon enough I was tired then I stay at a little motel. Thank god for motels, they're like $150 a night [IDK HOW MUCH MOTELS ARE! DONUT JUDGE!]

When I got my room, I ran to it and fell face first on my bed. Crying. Crying myself to sleep.

JC POV

Aria hasn't been here since a couple hours ago. I was getting worried "Maddy? Where's Aria?"

"I thought she was with you." Maddy says with her eyes wide open. "What did you say to her?!" She was now up close to me, she was furious. Maybe protective of Aria.

"She told me about her first year of college...." Maddy covers her mouth "... And that she's afraid to love someone."

Maddy takes out her phone and dials Aria's number. Thank god. She answered. Maddy put her on speaker, "ARI!"

"M-maddy?" Oh my god. She's still crying.

"Why did you leave?!" Maddy says about to cry.

"Maddy. I don't want to love. I'm afraid of getting hurt like I did with Eric. I think I'm falling for JC but he doesn't like me." I could hear her crying. Maddy looks at me, "It hurts so much even though we're not even together!"

"Aria. Where are you?" Maddy says.

"Um.. This motel... It's called Sleep Next To Me..." Wow stupid ass name. Maddy hangs up and we grab Kian's car keys and drive.

It took us 20 minutes to get there and we find Aria sitting on the curb. Maddy instantly gets out "ARIA!" She screams and hugs her friend.

When Aria looks at me, there's a silence. Oh fuck it. Fuck it all. "Aria, even though I've only known you for like 3 days, will you go on a date with me?" I say nervously.

"I'm sorry but no..."

ASDFGHJKL DAMN YOU ARIA WHY DIDNT YOU SAY YES?!?! I guess we get to find out in the NEXT UPDATE when it's HER POV. First of all, why didn't she say yes ITS JC CAYLEN!!!! Answer: I made her say no hehehe...