Paisley up upon a wall,
Am I the one who knows all?
I'm in the room
Of great doom
Sirens lure up in the sky
Must fight the urge to fall and die.
In these walls,
That we call safety
We can't hide what we don't want to see
It some sort of insanity
I want to let out
But I'm trapped
Like a bird in a cage
I can't get out
So tell me world,
What is my true purpose
Why did you give me life?
Do you know?
I feel alone
Even with with someone I supposedly am friends with
Tis terribly heavy
To carry all the weight I am carrying
I don't even know how to let it go
Why can't I let go?
I am stuck in reality
And no one will help me
The one I love is too far
And to come all that way
Is just a mystery
To life
I want to see him
I want to see his big blue eyes
I want to feel his soft blonde hair,
I need to see him smile
Once more
Once more!
Why can't i be truly happy?
Is it because he is not here?
Right with me?
It's a mystery
