Feelings

Sadness

There are many types of sadness
First being the lonely sad
This is when your friends make plans without you
Or
Of you want to be included you have to be the one planning it
When you need to talk to someone but everyone is busy
When you with friends you still feel alone
The next is the broken sad
This is when everything is just too much
Where you son until you fall asleep
When that one little piece just finally falls
and you find your self scatter around
When you feel like everything is your fault
And you just can't anymore but you still hold on
Another sadness is emotionless sadness
This can mean anything to different people but to me
It's when you just shut down because you can't handle it anymore
When you can't cry
Scream
You just sit there
You feel no guilt of you say something horrible
It feels like you're a drone
The last one is painful sadness
Where everything hurts
Where your heart aches
When your brain aches
It just hurts
It's when the last piece of your happiness feels like it's drowning in all of you sorrow
When you're so sad it's painful
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For someone who can't express emotion I sure can write it