Bellarke Fluff And Sad Stories

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clarke's POV

'May we meet again' i hear Bellamy say quietly. it takes everything I have to not turn around and run back into his arms but i keep walking.

I walk around the forest for a few days before before i finally give myself a break and sit down. Where am i going? What am i going to do? Why the fuck did i have to pull that stupid lever? Why couldn't those dumbass Mountain Men have just let everyone go?

I clutch my head in my hands and close my eyes. i listen to everything around me. the noises of the birds and the nearby source of water calm me down.

I get up and start to walk towards the water when i see a familiar cave. i stop. Why does that look so familiar? i look around and everything else looks familiar too. have i just been walking in circles for the past few days?

i walk to the water but freeze as i'm nearing it. i hear something. i pull out my knife and crouch down along the bushes. I slowly crawl towards the noise and then stop when i see what it is.

it's Bellamy. he's sitting down by the water, his head in his hands. his whole body was shaking and it looked like he was either having a seizure or a mental break down.

I quickly turn and start to walk away. i couldn't not go back if i kept watching that. i was an awful person. i felt so guilty, just leaving him there, crying.

i was only walking for about one minute before i felt a searing pain in my arm. i was tackled to the ground and as i fell i hit my head on a stump.

everything went fuzzy for a second before i started to fight back. i realized the searing pain in my arm was a knife. A grounder put its hands around my neck and started to squeeze. i thought i was about to black out when all of a sudden the grounder was removed from me.

i looked up and saw Bellamy beating the crap out of him. he kept punching until the grounder stopped breathing. he let the grounder fall to the ground before looking down at me.

He scooped me up and quickly brought me back to camp. he brought me into the healing tent and all i saw before i blacked out was him fighting to stay with me but getting pushed out.

i woke up, my head feeling sore. i stretched my arms above head and looked around the room. i noticed Bellamy sleeping in a chair next to the little bed i was in. 'Bellamy?' i said

'hmm?' he murmured, eyes still closed. 'bellamy' i said i bit louder. he cracked one eye open and looked around before he opened both eyes. his eyes landed on my. a million emotions passed through his face at once. happiness, anger, betrayal, hurt, surprised. he stood up and walked towards me. i look down, not wanting to meet his eyes.

'you're so stupid. you could have gotten yourself killed' his voice breaks as he says that. i look up and see his eyes watering. i get up from the bed i was in and walk towards him. he pulls me into a hug and says 'don't ever do that again'.

'i'm sorry' i whisper. he pulls himself an arms length away. 'fuck, you scared me so much Princess. i thought i'd never see you again'. his voice cracks in the last word again.

'if you had died from that grounder i don't know-' i cut him off by pushing my lips onto his. he seems surprised but kisses me back. i tangle my hands in his hair and pull gently. he breaks the kiss and looks down at me. 'fuck, you're so beautiful princess.'

i covered my red face with my hair. he used his hands to tuck my hair behind my ear. 'don't. you look cute when you blush' he whispered. i blush even harder but keep looking at him.

'Bellamy?'
'Clarke?' we both say at the same time. we both laugh and then at the same time say 'you go first'. i eye him warily and say 'no you can'. 'nope you go' he says back. neither of us say anything.

'i think i'
'clarke i'
we both pause again and laugh. 'i think i love you' i finally manage to say. 'i love you too princess' he says. he pulls me closer. we just stand silently in each other's embrace for a while. it's the most calm i have been since we got down to earth and i wish it would never end.