I don't understand love, and I don't understand my heart
But I do understand that you are the one I think of when I wake up and when I fall asleep
You are the only reason I don't jump off a bridge or use a knife
I bet you don't feel the same way, but I love you- no this isn't love- I adore you
You won't notice me, you won't adore me...
My friends say "I want someone to look at me like You look at them- I want someone to speak of me like you about them"
But I know that behind my back you are talking about me the way they talked about me "Bitch" "weirdo"
I am my self and I will never change not even for the one I adore and who ever think they should change for someone
You should stay true to yourself, if the one you adore doesn't feel the same, then they weren't the one...maybe notice the kids around you, like that kid that sits alone at lunch and the kid that stays at the library all the time. And if you are those kids, talk to people if you want friends, and maybe help other kids that are alone
Goodbye
