Nara

Chapiter 1

I woke up again with that nightmare. I just can't forget that scene. The car was crushed. I saw a man and wife on the ground. They were all covered in blood. I could see the wife wanted to tell me something but I can't remeber what and then...they were dead. Everyone in the car was dead except me and two other guys.I just got out of the car and stood there. I didn't know what to do. My eyes widened and couldn't believe. I couldn't even cry. Everything turned black.There was no one. It was just me. I was all alone.
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I'm Nara. I'm 8 and I'm an orphan. I live in a little orphanage. My parents died on a car accident when I was 4 on July 7th.I was the only survivor. I was brought to a hospital and I had lost my memory. I couldn't remember anything before the accident. Everything felt black. Everything felt upside down.

-Even though I lost my memory , every night I kept seeing the same nightmare eversince the accident. I kept seeing there my self in darkness standing and two dead bodies laying on the floor. I saw a crushed car and two other guys there. I was covered in blood. Tears just rolled on my face but I still was shocked. I could see the woman laying on the floor and she was telling ne something, she was telling me that no matter what happens, always smile and everything will be fine. She was telling me something else too, something more important but..., i could never hear it. It always sounds like it was a message but it was always just a mistery.
Everynight when the nightmare stops i wake up fast and start screaming. I'm always to scared and the others just look at me with hatred. I am always different from the others on the orphanage,... and because of that I was treated differently too. Everyone hates me, even the supervisors. I'm always lonely ..., but still I keep smiling a bit because I believe that everything will be fine, someday.
( Two years later)

I woke up as every morning, but today I was feeling different. I was having that feeling that made my heartbeat even faster and my stomach kept vibrating from fear. My mind was all out of it and I couldn't control my steps when I suddently crashed with someone. It was a kid from the orphanage.
"Whatch where you're going, weirdo" he said to me as he pushed me.
"Just leave me alo-...."

My eyes widened. They were shaking, and couldn't believe the view they were seeing. I-I couldn't finish my last word. I sat on my knees as I saw the whole orphanage destroyed on the ground. Everyone w-was d-dead. I was the only one survived...., again.The blue sky turned gray and rain drops started to fall.

"So this is it. This is what is meant for me. This is life. IT HAS NO VALUE." I shouted as I cried hard on the rain. Everything started to get dark and blur until I fainted.

Was this the end or the beggining for me?