Okay simula nung nagbreak kami ni Wes wala na kong naging boyfriend ulit. It doesn't mean na hindi pa ko naka move on, because as i recall 2 weeks lang naka move on na ko sakanya because he's not worthy. I flirted with some other guys though.
It's just... walang nanliligaw sakin. I don't know. Minsan nga naiisip ko, sobrang panget ko na ba para wala man lang manligaw sakin. But dont get me wrong, may mga nakakausap akong tao. But what the hell, nilalandi lang nila ko. Actually, okay lang naman because i dont know if im really ready to have a boyfriend again. Or maybe im just not a girlfriend material.
Go with the flow nalang ako. Whatever happens, i'll let it happen. I guess.
"Hannah,"
Im sitting here alone sa coffee bean while im browsing my phone when Alex came and sit with me.
"Hey Alex, anong ginagawa mo dito?" Tanong ko sakanya.
"I'm here to meet with my business partner. I should be the one asking you the question you just asked. Makikipag meet ka ba dun sa Matty na yun?!" He sounded serious.
"Hahaha! Nope, bakit mo naman naisip yun? Seriously. Wala lang yun! Di naman kami consistent mag usap nun. We've only been talking for like a week. For sure, di na ulit kami mag uusap nun."
Paliwanag ko sakanya. I don't even know why i need to explain this to Alex. But i still did.
"Okay Hannah. Just make sure, hindi ka na makikipag usap dun." Tsaka siya tumayo.
Nakita kong umalis na din si Alex at yung business partner nya. Tumayo ako para umorder. I'm actually meeting Issa here then we'll go to Bash and Zac's apartment after para iplan yung surprise birthday party ni Kyla.
Issa called me.
"Hannah, i swear andito na ko. Sorry for keeping you waiting ha. Na traffic ako."
"It's fine Issa. Order na kita, what do you want?"
"Dont worry. Ako nalang mag order."
At tumingin ako sa likod ko and she's here na.
"Sorry again." She said.
"I dont mind waiting. Nainis lang ako." Sabi ko. But its never gonna be obvious to my face pag galit na ko or something.
Umorder muna kami then umupo na.
"Okay, bakit ka naiinis?" Tanong niya.
Pag tingin ko sa likod ni Issa. Nanlaki yung mata ko. And my heart beats so fast damn it! I also forgot every annoying thing na sasabihin ko sakanya sa nakita ko.
"Oh my gad, Issa! We have to switch place. Please." Sabi ko habang nagtatago ako.
"What?! Why?!" Tapos nagets na niya na may nakita ako. "May nakita kang kilala mo?" She whispers.
"Yes, i will tell you everything. Lipat lang tayo place!!" I whisper to her.
Tumayo kami at lumipat ng place malayo sa nakita ko pero gusto ko nakikita ko pa din.
Woooooh!! Unbelievable!
"WHAT THE HELL HANNAH! Dalawang situation na ang hindi mo nasasabi sakin. Spill it na!!" Sabi ni Issa.
"So, you know Matty? Yung sinasabi ko sayong nakakausap ko for like a week. He's here. Alone? I guess. I dont know. But what the hell is he doing here?"
