Never, My Alpha

Chapter 29

Chapter 29

Kichirou stared at the paperwork in his hand as he walked along the street on his way home. He was terrified. Absolutely terrifieed. How was he going to be able to take care of a child? What would happen if this child became just like him? An omega? He began to panic as he thought about all of the things that could go wrong with having a child.

How would Jun react to this? He was still in college, and he didn't have time to help take care of a child. He needed to focus on his school life, not worrying about Kichirou and a child. A child. His and Jun's child. Kichirou felt himself hyperventilate. He was incredibly excited at the thought, but also more terrified than he had ever been in his life.

The paperwork in his hands said he was already at least two months pregnant. WIth this nausea that hit him every day, that meant he had to endure this for another seven months? Suddenly, that felt like a long time. But, the thought, that at the end of this road, he would be able to hold a baby in his arms. It was an emotion he had no idea how to describe.

Kichirou was afraid to tell Jun about the baby. Wouldn't telling him mean that he would focus less on his final exams coming up? Wouldn't that decrease his chances for becoming a lawyer for omegas like he had always wanted. To defend those like his sister and Kichirou who couldn't defend themselves. So, as he walked along the busy streets, holding a hand against his stomach, keeping the nausea at bay, he decided that he would not tell Jun will his exams were over. That was only in another month, he'd be able to hide it until then, right?

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"Kichirou, you threw up again this morning, are you sure you are okay?" Jun was rubbing the back of Kichirou's back as he sat on the living room floor with his head between his knees. Jun's face was creased with worry. Kichirou had not been looking very well these last few weeks, but anytime he brought it up, Kichirou would wave him away, telling him that the doctor said it was just a adverse reaction to some medication he was taking. Jun wondered why Kichirou didn't ask his doctor for a different medication, but he kept it to himself.

"I'm okay." Kichirou whispered into his knees. When he pulled his head away, his cheeks were flushed red but his face was alight with color. Jun leaned over and kissed his forehead.

"I've got my exam in an hour. Do you need me to take you to the doctor?"

"I'll be fine. Don't worry about me and go take your test. If I still feel like this tomorrow, I'll go in."

"NOthing is more important than you, Kichirou. I can skip the exam."

"Don't you dare. There will always be something more important than me. I don't want me to be the reason you don't pass your exam. Please, just go ace it, and worry about me later?" Kichirou's voice was soft but firm, and Jun could hear the love in every word, and he knew that he was tight. Today was an important day, he needed to let nothing stand in his way.

Jun leaned over and kissed Kichirou's forehead again. "I'll be back as soon as I finish, okay?"

"Go," Kichirou waved his hand out, putting his head back between his legs. "Love you." He murmured. Jun looked at Kichirou's figure, curled into a ball and felt his heart squeeze.

He would ace this test for Kichirou. For their future together. WIth his mindset, Jun left to go take his final exam, trying not to worry about how sick Kichirou had been.

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Several hours later, as Jun got home, Kichirou had not moved from his spot on the floor. He was sleeping, curled into a ball, looking exhausted. Jun rushed over and reached out a hand, feeling for a fever, but did not find one. Jun shook Kichirou awake and as those bright blue eyes fluttered open, he was greeted with the most precious smile he could ever have received.