I Wanna Know What Love Is.

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Camis POV

I look at KJ,  he's going to be working with me every- My phone starts ringing,  I look down and see its Ian please no.. I run out into the bathroom I look behind to see if anyone followed me. I see no one so I shut the door. I think whether or not to answer the call. I do it anyway."H-hello Ian."  I say to him,  I look down and see my whole body shaking.  "Is there a reason you called?" I say.  He says back in a subtle tone "Yes,  when will you be coming back to the room,  we need to get you ready for the photo shoot?" I look down and I feel a tear fall down my cheek, "S-soon"  I reply trying not to let him since my crying. I put the phone on the counter and let him babble away with the photo shoot. I look at myself in the mirror. My makeups smearing. This isn't good. As I look down at my phone I relative it's not on mute,  I quickly put it on mute so he doesn't here me crying. I close my eyes and look down,  the tears slowly trickle down my cheeks  and I can feel my makeup smearing. Why do I go threw this life like this? I ask myself. I open my eyes slowly and look into the mirror, I can see the bruises spread across my face. I didn't realize the tears touching my sore skin hurt me as much as it did. I turned to the paper towels and grab one out of the basket. I slowly dab my skin trying to get the tears away. My attempt to stop crying made it worse. I was just hurting myself trying to make it better. I pick up my purse and start doing my makeup back up,  this Tim water resistant.

Kj POV

As I finished meeting everyone I looked around to find camila. She wasn't to be seen. I said goodbye to Lili and Cole as they were talking about birds or whatever they were chatting and laughing about. I picked up Camila belongings and head out of the conference room. I turn the 1st corner and as I am passing the women's restroom I can hear little snuffles threw the door. I can hear the voice of camila on the phone and then more snuffles. I slowly bring myself to knock on the door. I can hear someone ruffling around and the door knob begins to turn. I push the door a little so I can see if camilas alright. I can see her puffy eyes and tear stained face,  I can see how she tried to cover up her make up. My mind goes crazy, I don't understand why it's going crazy,  I mean I only just met her. I look down at her trying to get her to look up.

Camila POV

I don't look up,  I don't want whoever it is to see me like this. I try to move around them but they don't budge. I can feel them looking down at me. I look up and see the kind face from the elevator. KJ  I think to myself,  it's such a relief it's him and not someone else. I try to get passed him again,  but this time he didn't try and stop me. He slowly walked forward and shut the door and locked it behind him. I can tell he was uncomfortable in this situation,  but I don't think he truly minded. I went and sat down with my back against the wall and head against my knees. I wasn't looking I didn't want him to see me like this,  he does strange things to me,  he makes me feel like no one has ever made me feel . I think about Ian and suddenly I jump up and run to my phone on the counter. I quickly grab it and put it up to my ear. I can hear him yelling "CAMILA CAMILA! DONT DISOBEY ME!"  I slowly get myself to make out a few words "Sorry Ian,  I was"  I look over at KJ and I can see the worried look on his eyes "Ian I was busy,  it won't happen again." Ian stays quite for a whole and I don't k ow what to think. As KJ starts standing up,  I look into the mirror. I can see the tears rolling down my cheeks,  I can see the worried look on his beautiful brown eyes. I look back at myself and notice the purple start to show a tiny bit under my left eye. "Camila it's fine,  be back at the hotel in 5 minutes or you will be punished." Ian said as he hung up. I slowly got my things together and tried to walk out. I was almost at the door when I ran into someone,  it was KJ. I look up and he is looking down at me. He slow starts to hug me and pulls me against his chest. I start to cry,  I wish I could have this all the time.. But I have Ian. I cry in his shoulder for 10 mingles maybe 15. I must have not been paying attention because I looked up and we were sitting down. I slowly mumbled "what time is it?"  he answer quietly and slowly " 9:30 pm,  we have been here for a while." I slowly look down. I know my bruises are viewable,  I ask him "can borrow his bathroom to do my makeup"  he kindly and slowly nods his head. He slowly gets up before me and grabs my hand to help me get up. My legs are sore from the way I was sitting. I start limping. Next thing I knew I was being carried,  not a piggy back ride,  not an over the shoulder,  not a wedding,  but my legs wrapped around his waste and my head on his shoulder. I start to quietly tear up. I must have fallen asleep. I woke up to being put down onto a bed,  this bed didn't feel like mine and no one was with me. The bed was much more comfortable. I decided to open my eyes and look around. I couldn't see anyone at first,  my eyes were not adjusted to the light. My eyes adjust and I look to my left. In front of the bathroom door is a shirtless KJ. I smile at the sight. I decide this is where I belong and what's safest for me. I close my eyes and try and sleep. I was almost asleep however I felt something wet rub my face. I open my eyes and see KJ, he sees I'm awake and smiles at me. I smile back and look at him,  still shirtless I see. I don't know what he's doing until I see the wash cloth. He was taking my makeup off so I wouldn't wake up with it everywhere. He is such a gentlemen.. I wish he could be mine. I slowly turn onto my side and see another bed in the room. Maybe he will sleep there I thought to myself. I drifted off at some point and woke up to KJ. Sleeping in front if me. Shirtless. And hot. I quietly get out my phone and I see 180 messages  and 67 missed calls from Ian. I slowly lay down and I turn to face KJ. I look at him,  so peaceful. I get out my phone again,  I go to the camera. And I take a picture.

I slowly scoot towards him,  put my phone down,  and fall back asleep

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I slowly scoot towards him,  put my phone down,  and fall back asleep. In front of KJ.

Hey yall. It's me the author this chapter is over 1.3k words long. That's more than the followers I have on instagram. Any who enjoy this 😉 XOXO sterling

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