I dunno what I was thinking
Leaving my child behind
Now I suffer the curse
Now I am blind.
With all this anger,
Guilt and sadness
Coming to haunt me forever
I can't wait for the cliff at the end of the river..
Is this revenge I am seeking?
Or seeking someone to avenge me?
Stuck in my own paradox
I need to set myself free
Maybe I should chase and find
Before they try to stop me
It won't be long before I become a puppet
It's been so long!
Since last I have seen my son, lost to this monster
The man behind the slaughter
Since you've been gone!
I've been singing this stupid song
So I could ponder
The sanity of your mother
I wish I lived in the present
With the gift of my past mistake
But the future keeps luring in
Like a pack of snakes
Your sweet little eyes!
Your little smile!
It's all I remember
Those fuzzy memories
Need with my temper..
It's been so long!
Since last I have seen my son, lost to this monster
To the man behind the slaughter
Since you've been gone!
I've been singing this stupid song
So I could ponder
The sanity of your mother
