Devvans Pov
I quickly get a shower and change into joggers and a hoodie, not bothering to blow dry my hair.
I walk back into the living room and see demi sat with her head in her hands so I sit on the arm of the couch and look at her
"What's up demi?"
She shoots her head up to look at me "uhmm nothing babe" and gives me a fake smile
"I'm not stupid dem, spill"
She sighs loudly and turns to look at me "my manager called and she wants me back in 2 days for the xfactor"
"Why? I thought that didn't start for another 2 month?"
"It doesn't but Simon wants all judges together for some publicity shit.."
I stand up and look at her "look demi we knew we had to talk about this sometime, like, the situation with us"
"Babe it won't affect us I can see you whenever I have time off or.."
I cut her off "that's not enough dem, listen, I've been in long distance relationships and they don't work, is love to try but I don't think I can take the pain of it all"
Demi stands up and takes my hands "baby don't say that, it will work"
"No demi, it won't. I think we should just enjoy these last 2 days together and leave it at that."
She let's go of my hands "what the Fuck devvan? I think I Fucking love you and you expect me to just forget you ever excisted just like that?!"
"Dem come on be realistic for Fuck sake you're a popstar you can have anyone you want.."
She cuts me off "I only Fucking want you!"
I sit on the couch and put my knees up to my chest "I never meant for this to happen, me falling for you, so fast. I do love you dem, its just, its just wrong timing, we both know it"
She starts to let tears fall "so what you saying devvan?"
"I'm saying, goodbye demi" I put my hood up and let my tears fall
Demi goes to say something but stops herself, she grabs her back and clothes and heads for the door, but before she shuts it I hear "just for the record, I love you too" and with that the door shuts.
I let myself cry for an hour maybe 2, why did I let this happen, why did I let her in.
I finally get into bed at 12.45am I have to be upfor work in 5 hours, I let myself drift off to sleep thinking of demi.
