dear diary
this is it. im about to leave my old life behind and start a new one in new york.
i know, i know...its new york, its ment to be exciting and beautiful.
but let me put it this way..
im leaving london, a place ive lived for my whole life, 15 YEARS.
im leaving school, a place ive been going for 4 YEARS.
im leaving my friends, who ive known for 11 YEARS.
but worse, the worst of the worst, im leaving my family who ive known ALL MY LIFE, how sad is that!
i mean, yeah ive done some pretty bad things in my life and got in trouble with the police, ived smoked more stuff then youve heard of and ive had a few fights but im pretty damn well sure my family shouldnt have to pay for that!
well..here i go.
cars leaving the garage.
you know that feeling you get, when you literally feel like your stomach has turned inside out and you feel like any second your gonna be sick where your so upset? yeah, well thats the feeling i have right now but a million times worse:/.
i'll fill you in when i get to new york but for now..
its a three hour car drive and an elevan hour plain flight.
kill me now.
ugh.
-bye for now ;;jessii ♥
