Touring with Block B

Second thoughts

"Isabella, you need to think this through, you just started dating this guy." My father continued to lecture me.

I started to get irritated because everyone thought they could tell me what to do, the only ones who seemed happy were the guys, Amanda and Ashley. I was still processing what happened last night and I wasn't even sure how I felt about it but I wasn't going to let anyone tell me it was wrong of him to do. I loved Jiho more than I've ever loved Branden and there was nothing going to change that.

"Enough, father." My brother, Kevin said.

I didn't even hear him come in the room, I turned and thanked him though. He walked up beside me and put a hand on my shoulder before speaking again.

"You forced Izzy to marry Branden, she didn't mean to get pregnant it was prom night and she did what every other teen does that night. You never asked if she was okay with it or how she felt you just thought you knew what was best for her. Look where that got her, she's 22 and getting divorced." Kevin was only 20 but he was mature way beyond his years, unless he was playing video games then he sounded like a 15 year old screaming.

"You don't know what your talking about kevin, just stay out of this." my father was starting to get pissed.

"Ha, I can't believe your so naiive on this situation. Why cant you just let Iz be happy."

My phone started vibrating and I looked down to see it was Jiho, I answered it and my father and kevin stopped arguing.

"Hey, I need to talk to you, it's important. Let's go to the aquarium later and talk please."

He agreed and we decided around 3 would be a good time, so they could get ready. I decided that it was best to just go buy a new outfit so that I didn't walk in to him and say anything without thinkin it through. I went to the mall because I hadn't been there since I was pregnant with hiro, I wasn't like most celebrities, I didn't have body guards follow me I just tried to disguise myself as best as I could. I decided to go into hot topic and when I did I was a bit suprised it went from clothes I actually liked to being a bunch of stuff with justin bieber and miley cyrus, was not feeling that so I continued on to other stores.

I found a short black dress and some purple heels, I went to the counter to pay and I handed the girl my card.

"I need to see your I.D. too" she said.

I nodded and without thinkin I pulled it out and handed it to her. She looked up at me and I realized that I made a stupid mistake on my part.

"O.M.G. your Isabella, I heard you grew up here but I didn't believe it. I can't believe your here. Can I get your autograph." I looked around.

"Look, no offense but I have to be somewhere in an hour, so if you could just run my card and let me be on my way I'd greatly appreciate it."

The girl stared at me with a snotty look and ran my card. She went to say something when someone yelled my name, I turned around to see P.O. and U-kwon. They ran into the store and hugged me and tried to see what I was buying. I quickly grabbed my bag and waited for the girl to give me my card back. We started talkin in Korean when the girl handed my my card.

"By the way this is America, maybe you should try speaking English."  she said.

"Well if you really knew who I was, you'd know I was on tour with a Korean band, they can speak english but we all prefer speaking Korean around eachother." I grabbed both of their arms and walked out of the store.

"I'm hungry" P.O. started to whine.

We went to the food court and it was just basic restaurants. There was a DQ, a chinese place, Sbarro, Philly's, and chic-fil-a. Not a whole lot to choose and you could see he didn't know what he wanted. I went and found a table and sat down while they figured it out. I decided if it came down to it, I'd change in the bathroom here and just head out. 

They finally decided on Chinese food and it didn't look like good food, My stomach started to turn. I put my head down on the table.

"This is awful" P.O and U-kwon said in unison. I laughed and picked my head up enough to look at them.

"Let's just get go to the Korean resturant down town after we leave here." U-kwon suggested.

"Iz, you coming with us?"

"No, I'm meeting Jiho somewhere." They nodded. "Well, I'm gonna go change then head out" 

I got up and head to the bathroom. I looked down at my ring and knew that I was lucky to have actually found someone like Jiho. I just wasn't sure I needed to get married right after a divorce, what it we dont work out in a couple months.  I finished changing started to walk out of the bathroom when I got the urge to throw up. I did in the trash can and cleaned myself up. I went out to the car and drove to the gas station to buy a whisp to my breath didn't smell bad. I headed down to the aquarium and when I got there I sat in the car for a few minuets.

I seen Jiho standing outside leaning on the wall. He looked good, he was dressed in black skinny jeans, black boots and he had a a red shirt under his Black and white Jacket.  I got out of the car and walked up to him. He seen me and his face lit up. He walked my way and pulled me into a kiss, when we parted he had a huge smile and put his hand in mine.

"How long were you waiting?" I asked.

"Eh, I came a little while ago to talk to the owner." I looked suspicously at him.

"About what oppa?"

"Just to see what they do here, sucks we wont be here around my birthday, they do events here like weddings and birthdays." He looked at me and smiled.

"Jiho, your going to be 22 and you want your birthday at an aquarium, your truly one of a kind." I smiled.

My stomach started to turn again but I swallowed deep and continued to walk into the aquarium with him. We had alot of fun looking at all the fish and we finally came to the shark tank.  We walked slowly under the tanks and looked at them all. It's hard to think that there is so many of these guys swimming out with us in the ocean. We stopped and Jiho turned to me.

"I'm sure you think I'm crazy."

"What do you mean?" I asked.

"About asking you to marry me. I just...I've never felt this way and we fit so well together."

"Oh...I was having second thought's I'm not going to lie. What if we don't work out a year or five from now Jiho, I don't wanna put Hiro or myself through that again."

He smirked and walked up to me brushing my hair out of my face.

"We don't have to get married right away, It can wait however long you want it too."

I smiled back and nodded. My stomach clenched and I ran to the trash can...I threw up again.

"Nuna, are you okay?" He seem concerned.

"Yea, I think I'm just getting sick. I'll be okay." I smiled trying to reassure him.

"I hope so, dont forget Hiro and your siste r are going to be here in the morning." I know I'm excited.

We continued to walk around the aquarium and once we finished we decided to go get food. We ended up at a really nice restaurant and we seen some other celebrities, I forgot that for some reason they all come to Charleston. We ordered food and I started to get really tired waiting for it.  I put my head down on the table and I felt a hand on my back.

"Nuna, are you positive your okay?"

"I promise Jiho, I'm just getting tired now is all. it has to be a bad cold, dont worry about me."

He looked at me and smiled. I knew he didn't believe I was okay but oh well. Our food arrived and we ate slowly and talked about the tour so far.