Song for this Chapter: human by Christina Perri
"Congradulations! You are now graduates!", the headmaster said
"Finally.", I muttered and we all walked back down the aisle and we went in the lockerooms to get changed into our everyday clothes. I put my diploma in my bag and went to the front door.
"Where do you think you're going?", The security guard said.
"I graduated. I'm done here.", I said.
"Oh okay. Sorry. You looked like a junior. You have ID?", he said and I showed him my liscense.
"Alright you can go.", he said and gave me back my ID and I went to a celeabratory trip to Dunkin Donuts, by myself. I ordered a small hot chocolate and a small pastry. I don't really eat much. Come to think of it. I bareley eat at all.
I sat near the window, checking my twitter. Nothing new. Just the comments I get everyday from my haters and homies.
Please get better! We want o see you happier in more vids! - Now that's a deticated homie.
You cut? OMG NO! SAHP IT! WE LOVE YOU!
You're a gay tomboy. - Wow thanks. People should really stop using gay as an insult.
You're so ugly
Your so fat.
Kill Yourself.
Seriously. You think this stuff doesn't hurt me? I'm already broken enough. I'm only human.
I turned off my phone and walked outside wherever my feet were taking me. I ended up in the park. I sat down on the bench. And thought about everything.And how horrible my life is.
"Hey what's wrong?", someone said.
I looked up. Woah was I crying. He looked around twenty with curly brown hair.
"I'm fine.", I said hoping he wouldn't waste his time with me.
"No your not. Tell me what's bothering you.",he said sitting next to me. I told hime everything about my life and how I fell into depression and began cutting. I was crying again. But into his shoulder.
"I'm sorry about your shirt.", I said
"Naw it's fine. I've been there. I would bareley come out of my room.", he said
I checked my phone. Oh (insert swear). I'm gonna be in so much trouble.
"He can you tell me your name?" , he said before I left.
"Only if you say please.", I said
"Please...", he whined and I just laughed at him. Holy (swear). I'm laughing.
"Annalyse.", I said
"I'm Adam. And that's a pretty name.", he said handing me something on paper.
"I'm sorry I wasted your time. There's no helping me.", I said leaving. but he grabbed my arm.
"No you will get better. And I'm going to help you. Text me when you get home.", he said
"Sure.", I said and ran home.
"WHERE WERE YOU?", my step mother yelled.
"At the park.", I said
"Before that?", she said
"At my graduation.", I said
"Oh you graduated? Whatever. Don't be anywhere near me.", she said and I went upstairs to my room. And texted Adam
To AD: hey dude just got home!
From: Foxi
To: Foxi did your step mom give you a problem?
From: AD
To: AD Yes....
From: Foxi
I closed my phone and laid in bed. I fell asleep fast dreaming of what might happen next.
