this isn't fun to write, sawb. basically what i'm gonna do is just write a bunch of letters to people who were important to me within my 10-11 months of being here. honestly all of you guys mean to the world to me, and if i missed you, its either because idc or you just piss me off okay. or maybe you're just coming along with me so i don't have to say goodbye. idk.
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to everyone who ever replaced me ; left me behind ; forgot about me ; dissed me ; was a piece of shit ,
thank you. thank you for proving my point that people are brutal, and that //majority// of people leave. fuck you lawl ☺
2 ;;
ely ; brin ; seal ; luke [ the clique ]
i dunno why i'm writing a goodbye to you guys, because the four of you know where i'm going and are coming along with me, or are going to talk to me on other websites. but i think its pretty obvious that you guys basically mean the world to me, and i hope that you stick around for a long, long time. from my experiences here, i've drawn a lot of bad, and you guys are honestly the farthest away from that group. we've had our differences, we've gone our separate ways, but somehow i think we all kind of lean on each other and need each other. you guys are the four from the billions we had before, and i cherish your conversations, inside jokes and company more then anything in the world. i love you guys so, so much aw.
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lou ew eee
my bby, my boo, my best friend. you've been there since month two [ meaning that i had anons before i met you but yannow ] and honestly to other people we could look like we've known each other forever. you mean the world to me, and you'll never stop doing so. even though letting go means saying goodbye, i can tell our goodbye isn't going to erase the countless memories we've had together. hell man you named percy after me, and he's secretly gonna grow up and become a mini me so you can have a little piece of percy with you at all times. you're the best person in the whole wide world, and i can tell that you're an awesome daddy because you just have a huge heart that's willing to love anyone that can handle the clingy ass motherfuckery. you and zayn are really, really adorable, and i can just tell you guys are gonna be together for a long time. please, just never forget about me, okay? i love you bby.
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cosmo ; rhi
babes, it looks like rosmocy has come to an end. i'm unsure why we stopped talking, but obviously it was for a good enough reason. you guys have been there since the very, very beginning, and nothing other then your friendship has gotten me where i am. we use to be so stupid and careless together, but i feel like the only thing i can do is wish you guys the best. i love you both.
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grayson
ohmergawd this is so awkward but completely needed like ya feel. i did to you what now know hurts like fucking hell, and i'm honestly sorry about it. i'm sorry if i hurt you, or made you upset in anyway, and i hope for your forgiveness. you didn't deserve what i did to you. hell, no one does. i'm sorry.
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hannah
oh my god here comes the water works. boo you were here before i started, before i needed people, before i felt pain and before i was down, before any of that. honestly i love you for that. you were my best friend, my rp buddy, my lover [ lol pop remember ], and basically the first person i ever truly cared about. you were my life, my soul, my reason to breathe and function. i wish that once more i could bring you along, force you to come with me, love you somewhere else. i wish we could be who we were, that i could of heard about this dick boyfriend of yours that broke up with you so we could go to canada and drink bubble tea. i wish we could live out our rp's, ones in which we were best friends overcoming stupidly challenging events that we always found comical. i wish i could of been there for you more, and shared with you how much i generally love you. you mean the world to me, even now that you're gone, and you have always been my best friend. i pray and hope every fucking day of my life that god is treating you well. i love you so, so, so, so, so much. please never ever forget that.
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pothead
i dunno if its a smart idea to write you a goodbye, but here we are. though we've already said goodbye, it just seems ideal to go more in depth with it, yeah? besides our last one was mean and shit. basically all i wanted to say was i'll miss you. for the most part, you were a good friend who was there for me when i needed you. its pretty obviously that i'm irrelevant to you nowadays, but when we were close, you were all i needed to be happy. i'm sorry that i changed, and i'm sorry that i didn't care as much as i should of. i love you.
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colton
the reason i'm saying goodbye to you is because, in a way, i'm saying goodbye to our history. we're starting a new adventure of sorts, and, maybe, falling in love all over again. this are going to be different, because new friends, new people. new everything. but we're going to be having these changes as a whole, and that makes me kind of excited to see where we go. sometimes things don't work out, and if they don't, know i love you a whole fucking lot.
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andy
you've most likely forgot about me by now, but this still seems relevant. i remember when it was just me, you and neil against the world, the three amigos that were there for each other and protected one another from justin boobers who were actually ten year old girls. that was a good time for us. those few days that we were close were my happiest, and i cherish them. i'll miss you, and i'll miss our friendship. i love you.
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neil ; asshoe ; cheaterwider ; bitchass
this is going to be long o m jesus. okay so i'll just start it from the beginning. i remember when we first met, we talked about incest and got really, really close. it only took like a minute to fall completely in love with your personality, which was always screaming too glam to give a damn. pepper and jenkins were born strictly because we're boring and stupid, and they were perfectly amazing and i loved them o so much. then we went on habbo and made some friends who tried to copy my look like ahem bitches no :(((( you became a cheaterwider and deleted, and then i went onto another anon [ lol percy ] and we met again aw yeye. you were in the clique for like ever and then you were a bitchass and deleted again ?$2.?: how about no. oN my bitchday [ birthday o ] you came back and you were like o haayyyyy and i wanted to strangle you because obvious reasons. after that a bunch of shit happened and we stopped talking and had the shittest goodbye know to man and it made me cry. so, instead of throwing a hissy fit, this is my goodbye to you : i love you. you were my best friend for the longest time, and in my naïve little mind i still consider you my little neil who i can go to with everyone and be jack and rose with and love with all my heart just because we were too cool for everyone else. you changed tbh, but so did i, and i guess we just outgrew eachothers friendship. i mean nearly ten months thats a long time to be friends over the interweb. but i'm glad we got the time we had, and the memories that we had will forever be cherished. i'll never forget you, honestly. for better or for worse, idk. but you will a l w a y s be my neil. always. i love you.
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everyone who stuck around ; my many blessings ; my true friends
thank you. thank you for being the bitchasses, dickmunchers, sluts, hoes, and bitches that i fell in love with. thank you for being there and showing me people aren't so bad after all, for opening up my eyes so i can see that behind the layers of darkness and despair that there's complete and utter beauty in the world. i love you so, so much.
12 ;
all of the people i've met while being here
thank you guys for being so fucking perfect and kind and nice.
and with that, i'll be going inactive. goodbye wattpad, all of the anons here, and i just hope everyone the best with everything tbh
