Chapter 6

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MY POV

I was sleeping when my alarm clock turned on BEEP BEEP BEEP I taped the alarm clock so hard that it fell to the floor. Opsieee daisy. It was 6:30 I got out of my bed and went to take a shower when I got out I put on some tie dye shorts and a white shirt with blue flowers on it and wore my blue converse on. I decided to put my hair up in a ponytail and left my bangs out I put on some mascara and went downstairs to eat.

"Good morning sleepy head" Perrie said

Yeeshhhh she scared the living out of me

"Ohh hi you scared me" I told her

"Sorry Hun" she said

" so I was going to ask you if I can go to this dance on Friday" I told her

"Sure you can go out and have fun" she said

" thanks well I got to go bye see you later"

"Ok today I'm taking Daniel to the dentist so he will be late to school" she told me

"Ohhhhhhh ok" I told her

When I got to school I went to my first class today.

"Good morning class we have a test today" she said

Whattttttt when did she say this I didn't know we had a test today i said to myself.

After class I went to lunch and the next classes I had left.

When school was over I decided to go a different easy home ohhhhhh boy was that the biggest mistake I've ever done.

I was walking when I saw Matt kissing a tall girl with dark brown hair.

I seriously was broken I felt like my heart was going to break into pieces I was so sad I love him and seeing him kissing someone else being happy with another girl just broke me.

When I got home I was crying and went into my room I noticed Zayn saw me crying and he ran upto me but I closed my door before he could of had gotten inside.

"Andrea I know you're in there can I come in please" zayn said

"Noooo" I said crying

"What's wrong tell me" he said

"Nothing just leave me alone" I told him

"Young lady if you don't open the door now I will break it down" he said

"I don't care do whatever you want" I told him

It was quiet for a minute until I heard the door slam into the floor as zayn came into my room. He seriously did break it down well that's great now I have a open door.

"Hey what's wrong" he asked

"Nothing you don't have to know everything" I told him

"Yes I do I am your dad" he said

"Your not my real dad my real dad died it's my business" I told him

"I'm just trying to get close to you to to show you that I can be a good dad" he told me

"Well too bad cause I don't want you to" I told him

He looked so sad at what I told him I really didn't want to make him feel bad or sad but it just came out.

"I'm sorry can I just be alone" I told him

"Sure sorry for trying to see if your ok" he told me

When he left I broke into tears I felt so bad why is it that every time people that care about me I just want to keep them away I just don't want to get hurt. I felt like everything was my fault I wanted to die. I went to the bathroom and found a blade I haven't hold one for a really long time I hold it and started sliding it into my wrist I felt blood pouring down through my hand I haven't cut since I was little.

I started crying again I think I was loud cause zayn came back to my room.

"Baby why did you do that" he asked

"I'm sorry I felt bad for what I told you and I didn't know what to do" I told him

"You could of had go and talk to me not go and cut yourself please promise me you won't do it again" he said

"Ok" I told him

He gave me a big hug and I hugged him back after that he put bandaids on my wrist and took me to my bed he stayed there till I fell asleep.

(Well that it guys I know that the chapter was kinda short and zayn was screamed at and the girl cut herself but I thought it was good to put some drama into it don't hate me well for the next update I will need 2 votes hope you like the chapter 😊 love you all)

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