London POV
I walked through the double doors of Chilis and the greeter stopped me.
"Just one?"
"No I'm here meeting someone. Thank you." I said.I wore a loose white shirt, ripped jeans with some blue heels.
I was starting to gain a little weight unfortunately.
I walked around until I found Antonio.He got up and went for a hug but I immediately sat down. "You look good London."
"Let's just stop the small talk. What is there to talk about? You didn't want shit to do with me or the baby so why bother now?"
"Look I'm so fucking sorry London. I promise I am. I just freaked out I- "he was cut off by the waiter coming to the table.
"Hi I'm Leah. Can I start you off with any drinks? Are you ready to order as well?"
"I'll take a beer and coke with the chipotle tenders, corn and fries." Antonio said."Can I just have a water and the all American cheese burger medium well with no onions and mozzarella sticks on the side. No fries."
"Okay I'll be back out shortly with your drinks. Mind if I take the menus?"
"Go ahead." I said.
She took the menus and left.
"I want to be in our baby's life London can you please just give me a chance. You can't keep it away from me especially if I'm trying to right my wrongs with you man."
"The shit you said was mad foul. That shit fucking hurt and the fact that you had the nerve to tell me it ain't yours hurt so fucking much. I haven't been nothing but faithful to you and even let my guard down so for you to pull that shit was wrong on so many levels."
" I know man I know. And I apologize baby. I want to be here for you and the baby. I want you back in my life as my girl and hopefully my wife one day London. I miss us and I love you."
"I can't get back with you. When you did what you did you lost me for good. Now I'll let you in your child's life but as for back in mine there isn't a chance."
"I have an appointment next month for the baby and you're more than welcome to come. It if you fuck up and not be here for me and the baby then you're done Antonio."
The waiter came out with our drinks.
I hadn't realized how thirsty I was because I drunk the whole thing of water within seconds.I looked at my phone and had 3 texts from Dre.
❤️👅😘-Wyd? I miss you.
❤️👅😘- You good man why you ain't text back?
❤️👅😘- Lo WTF are you doing? I'm finna come over man.
Me: I'm out right now I'll talk to you later😘
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Losing It
FanfictionI'd be a fool to play around with you, I want to stay with you.