"Smile. Look happy. Be positive. All of the things the counselor taught you at school, it was all fake and you knew that the day she said to meet her at her office." You thought as she was blabbering on about how highschoolers shouldn't cut their wrists or thighs.
***le time skip****
(At lunch)
You didn't bother eating . You were already 140 pounds at the beginning of the year and you droped 20 from not eating and 10 from exercise . You had a exam in calculus and then a dentist appointment today so you'll get to stay home after the appointment.
**day skip**
I woke up the next day on the verge of crying because of your mothers previous death, and today was her funeral. Your father showed no emotions as he made breakfast. You took your waffle and gave it to the deer by your Apple tree hoping for him to eat it.
It was a typical day at school . You were looking quite sad as everyone passed you at the gates . You knew you didn't have to wait for anyone so you sat under the willow tree drawing all sorts of youtubers. But what you didn't know is ....
I know cliffhanger sorry i'll update on Wednesdays and if I have to write the night before I will to stay on schedule . Short I know but I have to go to my aunts since my dad works from 6:30-3:30pm . Love ya . Stay blooming roses
-natalie or as I like to be called rose
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A clean slate ( markIplier x reader)
FanficContains details of attempted suicide and obviously self harm