I did everything you asked
I even did things you didn't ask for
I did it because for once I didn't want to fight
for once I just wanted us to get along
Its the end of the day and all I want to do is hear music and pat myself on the back for not fighting with you
Than you took someone else's side
It wasn't a big issue
Yet still it felt like you had been the one to throw the first shot
After all the hard work I had put in to avoid conflict
you had suddenly wiped it all off
So out of anger I walked away
I was still holding on to the anger but slowly my grip on it started to slip
and than you showed up
I bet you didn't even know why I was angry
Why would you
It wasn't a big argument
Yet still you tried to talk and act like it was all OK
And than I burst out I told you I didn't want you around
So you left
The minute you turned your back on me I became sad
I didn't mean to push you away
Not really even though I still think I was right
I know you won't talk to me for a few days maybe this small little release of anger
That quick snip of attitude will be the reason we won't talk to each other for a few months
You because your mad and are waiting for me to make the first move
Me because I'm to prideful to apologize for something I'm not really sure I should apologize for . It's a sad relationship we have
What I wanted to say right after I had pushed you away was I'm sorry I snapped .
I'm sorry this pride of mine which will not allow me to tell you why I'm upset. I didn't say it . I will never say it.
