The thing is that all and every human being is with you for their benefit, no one cares what you feel, if you got something, anything good, you're fucked up.
There's days that people show you "how much they care about you" but its just the same bullshit of other single day; they give you something small so you can give them the biggest thing.
You might say that there's different types of them, for example; family, friends, parents, best friends, and more... But the thing is that they all the exact same shit.
Family.
They might be by your side, helping you, showing "love", and much more but at some point of life they stab you with the sharpest knife can be out there. They show how come a human being can be the shittiest thing on this planet.
Friends/BestFriends
People say: 'Friends are the family you choose', but think about it, if family can stab you with a knife even when your blood relaited to them, imagine what a person that have nothing to do with you, will do? Fucked up, huh?
They show you the prettiest and humble face there could have ever seen on planet Earth but when you turn around they can change to your "bestfriend" to your worst enemy. They will destroy every single one of the beautiful things that there is in your life, they will make people live you the worst way, and the sad thing is that while your dieying they will enjoy everything that was yours and eat from all those tears you left behind.
Parents.
I not going to lie, without our parents we wouldn't be here but that does not give the right to fucked us up.
There's a lot of humans out there that might be really lucky and have awesome/supportive parents, but what happens to those who got the most disguting human parents?
First, your dad claims and promises that he loves you and your mom, that they will do anything to see you happy, that will make you the happiest princess and that your beautiful and loving castle will never fall apart, but then there is life, with a "beautiful body", but yet the inside dead. There's life with something your castle does not have, there's life with some good 5 minutes, and does that human being called "dad" do? He follow that life living behind all the promises, claim, and destroying that castle that once he said he'll take care of; yet he prefered those 5 minutes of pleasure not giving one fuck of what you might think or feel.
After the does that, he comes back, tries to re-build that castle with just a stupid hug, more fake ass promises, and money; he thinks that you will re-build your castle and all that happiness he destroy, that you will be able to build it again with some stupid hugs, some fake ass promises, and disgusting money.
He decides to leave and he still promises more shit that he could ever make in all his life, and there's you coming out of under the destroyed pieces of your castle that je destroyed and yet you still believe him all those fucked up promises like the stupid little "princess" you are.
And the most fucked up human beings of the universe... Society.
Society.
Society is there to remain your of what happened with your castle and not only that, society is there to show you that you will never be good enough.
Society wants woman to look this way... Skinny, big ass, big tits, gorgeous face that needs to be covered in layers and layers of make-up, long and beautiful hair, flat stomach with 0% of strech marks; and if you are not that person, you get stepped on, called the worst names a human mouth can say, your considence is taken out of you and burned right in front of you.
There can be people out there that say that people with a belly, stretch marks, short hair, zero ass, zero tits is other kind of beautiful but really no one will want to touch you. In the most deep inside of them, you are this disgusting piece of shit that cannot control itself from eating all that disgusting food.
And that's how those voices in your head appears to tell you that your are disgusting and will never be part of those beautiful standarts.
2017 show you how fake and disgusting the humanity is; and how you will ever be alone because there's no alive body that will ever love, care, and be down for you. I am really sorry to be part of this fucked up generation that only want use woman a sex object, do drugs and alcohol, and kill every othee human being there is.
Thank you...
Humanity.
