They don't know all my life I been on them corners posted like a scare crow and that when I was little I use to wonder what was on that other side of that rainbow now that I'm older I'm trying to see what life blow ain't got friends cause everybody on go I'll never forget the people who left me when I was low not having nun you grow up wanting mo I'm not yo friend or your bro back then I realize ain't perfect but I just want my life to wave up like a ocean and friends and people start to sweat off like lotion I was moving to fast I told mamma I am who I am I guess it come from not having a dad I made a whole lot of mistakes but I can't change my past and i know I can't live forever so everyday I live I gotta live like it's my past it's a lot of things I never had I wanna always good apart of me was bad I went through problems everyday so I had to grab a pad and start writing and story telling a lot of people wanna see me failing they don't know the half I remember the first day of middle school I had starters and a step dad who was barely a father I remember they would laugh i remember mamma told me slow down cause you don't wanna go down that path I hated school I never liked math I thought nobody could tell me nun especially them staffs I remember when I was 11 everything I was going through I been going through since I was seven but ik everything I go through it's just a lesson and more problems come with blessing I remember somebody told me I'm to young to be stressing.
I am Ty'Rese but when I was young it was a lot of things I never love when I hit 14 I thought I wanted to b a thug people drink you and watch you gulp away like a jug I been searching for the perfect lady like a bug most all my friends all black but they hate I just wonder y I can't have the love for the people that came in and out my life nobody was real my life ain't precious but I still gotta live I can't take back the cards I dealed I was living with grandma that's when I knew the struggle was real came home to no meal all I ever wanted was a dollar like a bill ion say much cause my lips stay sealed a lot of people claim I got you but how when I see you fake and no where to b true you not even brute and you don't make my life seem cute so keep it moving cause I want some new ik forever my skies ain't gone be blue.
Yeah aye this for the people who used me i stay to myself I'm stripped up like a bumble bee ion argue cause I be quick to leave I growed up like a seed I'm far from mean like a rat I want cheese I was tied in them classes fuck a father figure in my own daddy my life wan so glad no Gladice I got sisters but not all my sis people say it's gone be dis but don't go three sixty around me like a disc I remember I was going through struggle and mamma taught me how to hustle and float to the top like a mothafucking bubble I see mama break her back and do double a lot of niggas and bitches wanna see me fumble like a cheetah I stay humble like a bee u gone see my shine and bumble ion talk to much show me what you rumble true story at McLaughlin I had everybody that's when my life felt jolly I see them fake friends who was around me faking acting like they love me like a bird I am free right everything ain't on glee but Ima always be me cause it can only b one of me first letter of my name is a. T ion talk to nobody but let me ask you this where we're you when my skies wan blue and at night I prayed for some new where were you when I ain't have nun and I prayed for sun did you ever come back when my life felt like I was done one day I wanna have a son i fight on my own ion need a gun cause if you shoot me Ima still honey up like a bun and trust me when I tell you growing up wan fun I got killers to I got more then a ton but I guess a lot of people wanna see ty be nun .
In 7th grade because I had hoes I thought I was the man of the year they say you talking talk so I can hear like a football player on me they use to cheer that perfect fish people you to ask me y you lure when I was sick I was my own cure I'll give you suds like a beer I stay with antlers like a rain deer I'm trying to shine and you see my peer growing up I had to face my fear when I falled off nobody was near and when I ain't have nun everybody disappear I been down like them moaches I came along way from roaches you got a bigger brother trust me ion need a trigger I'll give you and to brothers three stripes like a tiger I like to bite Ima biter I was thuggin before I woe diapers I done seen fake and liars .
Hey it's ty like a bird you make me fly without you I wonder should I cry I know I can't live forever one day I gotta die and to you I gotta say goodbye but you the one I want by my side I wanna kiss you and show you what I'm all about in both of your eyes u stayed down when I ain't nun and people laugh at me like I was a clown you found me when I was lost you stay true you never false like a ring you gloss I wanna catch you like I'm randy moss you a queen Ima boss you fly to me like a butterfly before you was a moss like a salad your life ion wanna toss I fuck with you I fuck with you I love you and I adore you and you beautiful and pass cute you brute u a grape and I wanna eat yo fruit I like yo Lil toot u my puss and I'm yo boots u the trees to my roots.
Coming up I wanted paper I wanted green like a gater I was looking for a father I had to cut people off like a barber growing up with a single parent it really made me smarter and go harder I had to get help to grow like a flower i know if nobody got me god my power u talking talk louder back then I was a bounty hunter for some booty a lot of people was afraid that they would loose me I was dumb and not seeing the ones who was using me it's been nights I couldn't even breathe I write I write and it's pass deep a lot of people waist my time like waist deep if I was glossed up u would just want this meat .
When I walk thru it's a lot I been through u can't be me no times two I know forever my skies ain't gone b blue I just want somebody who can stay real and stay true and stick to me like she glue and life a flute she sing very cute and she new like a bird in me she flew I'll never put you on mute you worth more then a note when you drowning I'll be yo float when you crying I'll be yo raincoat I'll give you what you want one day all you gotta do is hold me down and stay we gone make it pass grey I thank about you every day mamma always told make today better then yesterday u taught me not to give up and pray sometimes you gotta press pause then play
By Ty'Rese Loavar Decosey
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