Ricky Horror fanfic : Vampire Heart

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ALEXIS'S POV

It's been a week since I met motionless in white and I've been thinking about Ricky every single day. He was so kind and didn't judge me when he saw my scars, I wish I could be with him. He probably doesn't have feelings for me, and I don't want to open myself up again. Every time I open up to someone they end up leaving me, and my wall just goes up higher.

It's been a pretty hard week emotionally for me, I've just been feeling so down. My bipolar is getting really bad again in and I don't fucking know what to do. I can't control how I feel, when I'm sad I get really, really low and feel suicidal, when it's good, it's really really good, but it doesn't last for long.

I decide to look at my phone because I've literally been in bed for two days, I have no motivation to get up and I'm so tired all the time. It's a constant headache. (AN that's a song i just wanted to say that idk) Ricky found my twitter from the link in my instagram and followed/messaged me.

@rickyhorrorx: hey Alexis it had fun, how are you

Are you there?

Respond when you get this love(:

They were 2 days old. Why did Ricky wanna talk anyways... He can't be interested in me - I'm beyond pathetic. I respond : "hey I'm so sorry I haven't even looked at my phone I've been really busy" lie. I've been in bed for two days. 2 minutes pass and he responds: "I was worried about you, you should text me Alexis (random phone number) (:" I go and text him

Me: hey it's Alexis :)

Ricky: hey how are you?

Me: eh okay I guess. How about you ?

Ricky: okay? Like okay okay? And yeah. I'm okay too lol

Me: okay? Like okay okay I guess

Ricky: the bad okay? Or okay?

Me: I'm okay Agustus waters. I think we just had a the fault in our stars moment

Ricky: oh god is that book any good? Idk if I'd like it :p

Me: I've only read it 10000 times

Ricky: sooooo um I was wondering if you wanted to hang out again, I had a really good time :)

Me: of course, when(:

Ricky: tomorrow at 5 ( In the afternoon don't worry;p)

Me: sounds good, you know where I live right

Ricky: yup, it's a date(:

Me: (:

I DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO RESPOND SO I JUST PUT A SMILEY FACE. He said it was a date!?!!!??? Like a casual friend date or a date date? Ahhhh! I didn't even know he wanted to talk to me, or missed me, or wanted to hang out. I really like Ricky. I can't wait to see him and he is making me so happy right now. I just wonder what he really thinks of me.

RICKYS POV :

Shit I might've just asked Alexis out kinda!!?! I was texting her, and I was actually really worried because she didn't respond for two days, but anyways I asked if she could hang out and she said yes. I think I kinda awkwardly attempted to flirt with her with the whole "okay" the fault in our stars thing, I hope I didn't embarrass myself too much.

"CHRIS I TALKED TO ALEXIS AND I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO HELP", I scream at Chris from across the room. He usually knows what to do in these situations. Chris runs down the stairs and sits next to me, and I gotta admit I can't wipe the smile Alexis gave me off my face.

"What did you say to her Ricky?"

I just hand him my phone so he can read the conversation. He looks carefully, nods, and says "hmmm"

"That was okay Ricky, you said it was a date at the end and I could tell she's happy and maybe kinda shocked because of the smiley face, I'm a pro at decoding female texts. Trust me. But yeah I think she likes you. Oh and nice attempt at flirting Rick, I mean Agustus ."

"Shut up I haven't even read the fault I our stars. Yet. But do you really think she likes me?"

"Ricky, I'm certain. Just remember to be a gentleman, she said herself she's been through a lot and she trusts you, she trusts all of us. Please, even if it doesn't work out, stay friends."

"Of course chris, I would never hurt her. She's really important to me, I just always wanna be around her, she makes me happy and I don't know why."

Chris just smiles at me and says " my little Ricky is growing up, going on dates. But good luck Rick, I'm sure itkr work out"

I'm so lucky to be in a band with my bestfriends . This is why I love them, this is why I love our band.

(AN : the fault in our stars is a book and the "okay" and agustus waters references are from that book incase anyone got confused on that, sorry if you did. But yeah that book is one of my favorites and I suggest you read it before the movie comes out(: I love you all for reading this:* sorry it's going kinda slow but leave suggestions of what to write next!(: bye I love you)