Secrets⇝Yoonmin

|Chapter • 12|

Kinda a filler chap~

Yoongi's POV

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I wake up, opening my eyes slowly. I grunt in pain as I stretch my limbs, stiff from laying on the concrete. I sit up and look over to Jimin who's also sitting up slowly. "Mpgh.. Y-Yoongi..?" Jimin barely whispers, I crawl over to him, pulling him into a hug. "We're out. We're safe now..It's Ok." I say quietly. I look around where we are, I'm guessing downtown in an alleyway.

Jimin nods and I manage to get us both to our feet. He wraps an arm around my neck and I wrap my arm around his waist. "Let's go home."

After stumbling around downtown and getting weird looks at us, taking two drug and alcohol tests, and Jimin getting hit on every ten minutes, we make it to our neighborhood. "Yoongi.. I can't.." I look at Jimin and sigh, he's deathly pale and has dark circles under his eyes. I pick him up and he wraps his legs around my waist, laying his head on my shoulder.

Somehow I make it to the front door, carrying Jimin had no effect on me. I feel numb. I peer through the window into the living room, Namjoon and Seokjin are the only ones awake, the other three are asleep. Seokjin rubs his eyes and I realize he's crying. I move back over to the front door and reach out a fist to knock on the door, but I hesitate. Why? Why am I scared? What am I scared of?

I shake my head a bit and knock on the door loudly. I hear heavy footsteps on the other side of the door, until it opens quickly. Seokjin and Namjoon stand there, staring at us in shock. I smile sadly, "Hey."

Seokjin let's out a choked breath and pulls us into the house where Namjoon takes Jimin from me and Seokjin ushers me into the bathroom so he can clean me up.

"We thought you were gone for good.. Jungkook kept saying you guys were dead, which thankfully didn't get to me like it did Taehyung.." He laughs. I nod and wince as he wipes away the dry blood from a cut below my eye.

"Come on, I'll make some ramen for you and Jimin, Tell me if the boys get too much." He says and I follow him into the dining room/kitchen. Jungkook, Taehyung, and Hoseok sit around the table, but don't make a move toward me. Jimin comes into the kitchen with Namjoon and sits beside me. Jimin grabs my hand and intertwines our fingers together, making warmth spread through my ice cold body.

I glance at the clock after Seokjin sets down bowls of ramen for Jimin and I, four in the morning. Jungkook had fallen asleep in his chair, and Seokjin told Taehyung to take him to bed. I eat my ramen slowly, human food makes me sick. I notice Jimin hasn't touched his at all. He just stares at the bowl. I put my chopsticks down and push the bowl away from me a bit.

"So..What happened to yo-" Namjoon starts, but I interrupt him. "Do not. Do not ask." I say dangerously in a low voice. I glance at Jimin and get filled with anger, tears are rolling down his cheeks, into the ramen. I look at Namjoon, furious. Jimin doesn't need the stress of his thoughts right now. "We need rest." I say as I pick Jimin up. I take him into his room, which is neat, the room is completely clean, Seokjin has been busy. I lay him down in bed and pull the covers over him. He instantly falls asleep, and I kiss his cheek, hoping for no nightmares to come for him.

I close his door quietly. I walk into my room, across from his. Tears start rolling down my face as I crawl into my bed. All of this. It's MY fault. Jimin wouldn't be like this if I didn't fall in love with him.

I eventually cry myself to sleep, but get woken from a small knock on my door. I open it and my eyes fall on Jimin, he's hugging a small teddy bear I won for him at a fair a few years back. "Come on.." I say and he walks in tentatively. I close the door after him and get back into bed, Jimin gets in a little bit after and curls up to me. I sigh and wrap my arms around him, closing my eyes.

"Yoongi."

"Hm.."

"Who was your mate?"

My eyes fly open at his question. Why would he ask that?

"I-Im Cara.." I whisper.

I feel him stiffen, probably recognizing the last name, she's Kihun's sister, and the council leader.

"W-why'd you leave her then..?" His voice breaks at the word 'leave.'

"Because I love you Park Jimin."