Regret (ereri)

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I was sitting at my desk "jaeger we need you to show someone around" i walked to show them around and I went back to work I was gonna ask christa if she wants to hang out as friends or something more  "hey Christa" we went on our coffee break "yeah" I "I was wandering if you would like to hang out!" "Oh sure as friends or l-?" "Oh I don't know" I blushed and I felt my heart shatter as I thought about Levi it hurt why would he do that I pulled out my phone and I noticed Levi called me "what Levi" "Eren I want to make up" "give me a reason I should go" "Eren please!" "Levi you broke everything our relationship MY heart our trust everything" "Eren" "no Levi!" I walked away from Christa and them "Levi do you know how bad that hurt to see you cheating on me the day before our wedding" I started crying "ITS was painful I wanted you as mine alone not as Erwin's but you went for your best friend instead of your fiancé" I locked the bathroom door "we would be having THIS if you didn't cheat Levi it is painful the worst part is you knew I was there" I was a water bottle company by then I hung up "Eren are you ok?" "I-I'm fine Christa I j-just need peace  "Eren are you sure " "yeah I'm fine" "do you want to go home?" " can you cover for me?" "Sure!" I walked out and looked at her for a girl almost as old as me she was short and I gave her a hug and I left home and I sat on my bed for someone who works at a suicidal hotline I need to call them i was about to murder myself it was chaos I can't go back to Levi I just asked Christa out but I really love Levi more he stole a piece of my heart it hurts so much I mean the day before you get married the next thing I know I'm grabbing a knife I screamed and threw it at the wall I missed him so much the next thing I know I made two long painful slits down my arm and covered them up crying and someone knocked on my door "hold on historia!" I said and I walked answered it and she walked in "hey Eren!" "Hey Christa!" I let her in and we just talked but she just frowned "Eren are you ok" "I'm fine historia!"  My voice went high ah hell! She grabbed my arms and I turned the other way blushing as she looked at me "Eren!" "I thought about Levi" I said quietly and she hugged me "stop your scaring me!" She said and I looked at her "historia don't worry" I said "I'm fine" "please stop!" "Historia!" I said "please stop freaking out please!" I said and grabbed her hands "your safe as long as I'm alive" she looked up at me "just stop hurting your self!" She hugged me crying she actually cared "historia I'm ok please don't cry!" My phone went off it was armin "Christa I need to take this" she let go and I patted her head as I walked off "hey armin "Eren why did you and Levi break up" "he cheated on me I mean yeah he's mean sometimes but he never hurt me like this" "where are you" "Rosetta avenue in Maryland" "mind if I come over with someone" "sure!" I hung up and went back to Christa "so historia would you like to get dinner say Saturday or some times" I blushed as she looked at me "sure" she blushed as I nervously chuckled and it was Friday I was at work and I saw armin walk in "GIRL listen if she hit you call the police I know she's your mother but it's the only way to stay safe oh ok I know it's hard but you need to!" I welcomed armin and I took off the set "hey armin who ya bring to me" "well someone told me where you work and they've been having trouble do I brought them" I saw my ex fiancé and I looked at him I covered my mouth as I saw blood on his arms i grabbed him and pulled out my first aid kit and grabbed his arms and I stared him in the eyes as he cried as I wrapped up his arms and I hugged him "why would you do this Levi!" "I don't know" he cried and I looked him in the eyes sand I looked at historia  I kissed him and he was surprised "Levi I moved on PLEASE DONT be upset you should be happy I think Erwin is great for you he's a excellent man" I felt like crying after I said that and he left I hit my head on my desk as tears strolled down my eyes I immediately felt regret